Heart break
When we lose in the game of love,
it felt like we lose our heart.
Its too hurt.
And I'm afraid too fall in love again...
it felt like we lose our heart.
Its too hurt.
And I'm afraid too fall in love again...
Aq bKl mnJdy GleR ! ! !
Saturday, February 12, 2011 // 10:30 PM - 0 comment(s)
na tau ta npew title aq cm uh??cbb3..aq pon tada tau..haha
sebenanye kn..kn3..*cpt arh cter gler...
aq jdy gler sjk aq cter sumthing at amanina,k.ibah n pu3..
aq adew cter at amanina nieyh yg adew swg mmt nieyh ckp dyer skew aq..
nme dye **n**i...keesokkan harinye pla..
amanina tggu aq dpn kls aq cbb da jnj na rht sme2..
then mse aq na kuar c "dyer" nieyh pon msok kls n c "dyer" pon pndg aq..
amanina pon syak arh yg c "dyer" nieyh ske aq...
gler shengal doeh..
pasal my kaka pla iaitu mrs fai..haha
dyer n aq trime nseb yg smew..adew sswg nieyh pkai acc fb aidil azrul...
aq mmg tau c "dyer" yg tlg bkk kn..
pda ary yg smew n wktu yg smew..
PMBKK fb aidil azrul nieyh ttbe jerp ckp yg dyer skew kteorg brdue..
dyer ckp kteorg lawa arh..canteq arh...gli doeh...
n then dyer ckp g "ACCEPT ARH AQ"
n pup !
aq tros off9 chat..haha..
pdn mke dyer...
n smlm aq cter psl *u**** dyer mggedik ngan aq na ikot aq g mnew2...
nyampah doeh! siyez aq nyampah !
n aq cter g tyme kt dlm kls yg cegu math kteorg iaitu cegu yati ckp
"cegu rse *u**** ske kmu..kalau llki ske kaco pom uh mknenyer dyer ske at pom uh,
btol ark klas?"
cm tuh arh cegu yati ckp at aq n *u****...
n my kaka ny pown syak yg *u**** ske aq...
abz smue org dyer kter ske aq *mondo larh ayt aq nieyh
sdeyh bai smue owg ckp cm uh !
psl my bff nieyh pla smew gx(miz pu3)..
yg dyer nieyh lgy trok..abz smue owg dyer syak
a 1 , u and a 2..
mampuih aq doeh..klo ko ta cye cbe bce blog kwn aq nieyh..
aq bce pon leyh jdy gler bai !*apew aq mrapu nieyh ha??-.-
dyer nieyh my partner in my life *btoi ka??bkn a 1??
haha...tpy aq bkn lesbo ea...kteorg nieyh agk nerd n bleyh dktekn sme2 gler
aq na stop arh mrapu merapik kmey ske nieyh
*mengarot3 jerp kje aq..
papay kowunk! miz kowunk ! luv kowunk *spew larh tuh
p/s: adkh aq gler mlm nieyh??? sspe yg mrayap2 kt blog nieyh sile arh follow ea ?
I hate my past but I want back my past...
When we being love with someone that we want, it feel like this world is yours. But when we lose on it, we lose the world, heart and everything.Its just like me. Im tired to being hurt. Im not a doll. I've a feeling eventhough I never show it. I only show my love in front of you. Not in front of our friend. You never understand me. You want me understand you and show my love for you. Im sorry, Im not type of that girl. Im a shy girl who want show her love in front her beloved one. Im glad that I'd love you and I'd have you before. I hope you'll never come back in my life.Im a sixteen years old girl who want a happiness and someone who can love me perfectly. But I didn't found it. My life now I feel very lonely, lifeless, full of sadness and too many fake in my life. Why? I've been hurting before. Until now I feel its too hurt. I have crush on someone but I don't feel the love. Where's my love go? After being hurting, Im just too lazy to love someone even he try to take my heart. Im afraid that I'll lose someone who I love. Yeah, Im very afraid about it. So, being single is the best way for me.
The beginning of the book
The blog started May 2009. I made it as my online diary. Not a private, but a public diary. All inside my heart I wrote on it. I want to share to everyone and give you opinion about my entry. Sorry for broken english.
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The Past.
I'd my first love on 13 April of 2012 and I lose it on 22 August of 2013. Its to hurt to remember it but I try my best to put it here. We'd love and need each other every time. On night weekend, we always on the phone until morning. Even sleepy, but I still want to hear his voice. But, I don't know what happen to us. We always fight and sometimes I felt want to give up. But I chose to stay. And one day, on 7 June 2013, he called me and crying. He said I love you but I gave him another chance. About one month later, I knew he had another relationship behind me. Eventhough we had a relationship, but he didn't tell to anyone. And at the end, I leave him eventhough he said that he love me. Arghh, I don't believe him anymore. He had a new one but he still don't want to let me go. Im not a doll. Again, Im not. I want someone who know what I feel. I never show my love to everyone but I hope you can feel it. If one day he'll lose someone he loved, I'll smile on it. Why? Because he'll feel the same that I felt before.
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The living memories // 2012
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With lots of help from : Letterwerk | The Fading Night | Touch The Velvet Sky | fivepointsapart | Tympanus | COLOURlovers | Un beau jour | mf2fm | atmospherica