Heart break

aq nak cite la pasal sorang mamat nie . name die ........ . ouh . urmm . tak leyh la bagitau sape kan . yang dah tau tu . sonyap jo :) cite die macam nie ..

isnin ari tu . aku dah keluar dari pintu gate skola tu . then aku teros la pegi kereta mak aku . then puteri and anaa panggil c budak tu . and . and . budak tu tengok . (bangge jap) . then aku babai die . (slalunye die yang babai aku . tapi aku tak nampak) . and . die babai aku balek . aww aww ! sukee :)

selasa . semalam tak de cerite sangat sebab mase rehat aq pegi bertugas kat pustakaan :) . tapi . budak2 kelas aku memang agak kejam la . dieorang nampak c budak nieyh mase die kat tgkat 3 . dan mase tuh kebetulan aku keluar dari pustakaan . then dieorang cakap 'pai-anne2' . dan naseb baek die tak denga . hahah

bernaseb baek la aku :)

rabu . emm . memang ari tak bernaseb baek kot ? sebab . aku nak pegi kat kelas je dah nampak die . tersengih lak tu . then . die lari2 depan kelas aku . si budak gedik tu ape lagi . terjerit2 panggil name aku =.= .
mase rehat plak . asik jumpe die . mase kat kantin . ermm . jarak meja tak berapa nak jaoh la. mase tu aku nak buang tin . ana and puteri kire 1,2,3 . tak sempat dieorang nak kire . c budak tu pusing blakang . then die buad peace kat dieorang . naseb baek aku tak de . heee ! then . kiteorang nak gi naek kelas . then . aku ikot la laluan biase nak gi ruang legar kan . and . mase dah sampai ruang legar . kiteorang bertembung ngan geng budak tu . segan je doe . da la die asyik pandang . naek gile aq dibuadnye . then mase balek . aq tak nampak die pon . tp . tp . aq rase die nampak aq kot ? weee ~ alangkah bahagienye :))

okay . sampai disini je citer pasal si mr . black comel nieyh .
next entry aq cerite lagi k :)
tata !

When we being love with someone that we want, it feel like this world is yours. But when we lose on it, we lose the world, heart and everything.Its just like me. Im tired to being hurt. Im not a doll. I've a feeling eventhough I never show it. I only show my love in front of you. Not in front of our friend. You never understand me. You want me understand you and show my love for you. Im sorry, Im not type of that girl. Im a shy girl who want show her love in front her beloved one. Im glad that I'd love you and I'd have you before. I hope you'll never come back in my life.

Im a sixteen years old girl who want a happiness and someone who can love me perfectly. But I didn't found it. My life now I feel very lonely, lifeless, full of sadness and too many fake in my life. Why? I've been hurting before. Until now I feel its too hurt. I have crush on someone but I don't feel the love. Where's my love go? After being hurting, Im just too lazy to love someone even he try to take my heart. Im afraid that I'll lose someone who I love. Yeah, Im very afraid about it. So, being single is the best way for me.

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The blog started May 2009. I made it as my online diary. Not a private, but a public diary. All inside my heart I wrote on it. I want to share to everyone and give you opinion about my entry. Sorry for broken english.

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I'd my first love on 13 April of 2012 and I lose it on 22 August of 2013. Its to hurt to remember it but I try my best to put it here. We'd love and need each other every time. On night weekend, we always on the phone until morning. Even sleepy, but I still want to hear his voice. But, I don't know what happen to us. We always fight and sometimes I felt want to give up. But I chose to stay. And one day, on 7 June 2013, he called me and crying. He said I love you but I gave him another chance. About one month later, I knew he had another relationship behind me. Eventhough we had a relationship, but he didn't tell to anyone. And at the end, I leave him eventhough he said that he love me. Arghh, I don't believe him anymore. He had a new one but he still don't want to let me go. Im not a doll. Again, Im not. I want someone who know what I feel. I never show my love to everyone but I hope you can feel it. If one day he'll lose someone he loved, I'll smile on it. Why? Because he'll feel the same that I felt before.

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