kita tk perlukan hasil kajian , umum mengetahui bahawa seorang lelaki yg terlalu menyayangi pasangannya for sure menangis bila hubungan terputus di tengah mahupun tepi jalan . they might seem to be happy , konon kental lah kan depan kawankawan , kalau tk nanti freefree kena bahan menangis sebab perempuan . but when they're alone , tk mustahil kn diorang menangis tengok gambar korang dalam phone sambil melayan perasaan dengar lagu tergamak kau - exists
certain lelaki akan menangis bila jatuh sakit , lebih kronik lagi jika mereka tk berupaya bangun dengan sendiri , walaupun bagi mendapatkan sepaket maggi kari di atas meja makan yg berada selang tiga meter dari katil .
ini mungkin antara penyebab utama lelaki tk mampu menahan emosi dan berlagak macho bila mereka terpaksa menerima hakikat bahawasanya mereka telah kehilangan pasangan yg dicintai . kehilangan yg dimaksudkan bukan lah kehilangan disebabkan berlakunya sindiket penculikan " DI MANA SHARLINIE ? " , justeru kehilangan yg melibatkan nyawa , hati , perasaan , tubuh dan jasad .
tk kira bebanan kerja , masalah peribadi , kehilangan ikan emas kesayangan yg kini berada dalam perut chemong si kucing jiran , akhirnya air mata lelaki akan gugur jua . dalam situasi begini , jalan penyelesaian utama bagi mereka adalah mendapatkan pujaan hati setiap lelaki ; siti WINSTON , nurul DUNHILL , wan nur MODENG , che' nur SURYAti , nur haLEAGUEmah , dan sebagainya yg terdapat di pasaran semasa mahupun stokisstokis terdekat
walaupun jumlahnya tak sebanyak air mata wanita mengalir , mahupun tujuh tempayan seperti yg disyaratkan oleh puteri gunung ledang bagi memberi peluang p.ramlee membuktikan cintanya , wujud juga lelaki yg berjiwa feminin apabila mereka tidak sanggup melihat pertelingkahan yg berterusan dalam sesuatu perhubungan . lebih memburukkan keadaan lagi bila si gadis meminta untuk memutuskan talian telefon perhubungan atas perbalahan yg berlaku . masa ni , motor kesayangan beliauu yg menjadi kekasih hati pertama yg sebelum ni kalau korang calarkan sikit pn pasti akan diberi amaran keras , namun kini sanggup dimusnahkan bagi melaksanakan demostrasi tunjuk perasaan . masa ni la kesempatan bagi korang samasama merosakkan ekzos dan meter motor tersebut bagi menunjukkan ketidakpuasan hati
berbeza bila terpaksa kehilangan pasangan , boleh dikatakan setiap lelaki pasti akan menitiskan air mata apabila menerima berita kecelakaan atau kematian keluarga seperti ibu , ayah , adikberadik atau saudara terdekat . namun begitu tidak mustahil terdapat jua kaum adam yg cenderung kepada bersifat sensitif sehinggakan anak cicak yg mati tersepit belakang pintu almari pn bakal ditangisi pemergiannya .
LELAKI YG MENANGIS ADALAH LELAKI YG GENTLEMAN setuju ?
p/s : kite nie bukan la gentlewoman sangat =="
sesiape yang terase harap maaf :)
I hate my past but I want back my past...
When we being love with someone that we want, it feel like this world is yours. But when we lose on it, we lose the world, heart and everything.Its just like me. Im tired to being hurt. Im not a doll. I've a feeling eventhough I never show it. I only show my love in front of you. Not in front of our friend. You never understand me. You want me understand you and show my love for you. Im sorry, Im not type of that girl. Im a shy girl who want show her love in front her beloved one. Im glad that I'd love you and I'd have you before. I hope you'll never come back in my life.
Im a sixteen years old girl who want a happiness and someone who can love me perfectly. But I didn't found it. My life now I feel very lonely, lifeless, full of sadness and too many fake in my life. Why? I've been hurting before. Until now I feel its too hurt. I have crush on someone but I don't feel the love. Where's my love go? After being hurting, Im just too lazy to love someone even he try to take my heart. Im afraid that I'll lose someone who I love. Yeah, Im very afraid about it. So, being single is the best way for me.
The blog started May 2009. I made it as my online diary. Not a private, but a public diary. All inside my heart I wrote on it. I want to share to everyone and give you opinion about my entry. Sorry for broken english.
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The Past.
I'd my first love on 13 April of 2012 and I lose it on 22 August of 2013. Its to hurt to remember it but I try my best to put it here. We'd love and need each other every time. On night weekend, we always on the phone until morning. Even sleepy, but I still want to hear his voice. But, I don't know what happen to us. We always fight and sometimes I felt want to give up. But I chose to stay. And one day, on 7 June 2013, he called me and crying. He said I love you but I gave him another chance. About one month later, I knew he had another relationship behind me. Eventhough we had a relationship, but he didn't tell to anyone. And at the end, I leave him eventhough he said that he love me. Arghh, I don't believe him anymore. He had a new one but he still don't want to let me go. Im not a doll. Again, Im not. I want someone who know what I feel. I never show my love to everyone but I hope you can feel it. If one day he'll lose someone he loved, I'll smile on it. Why? Because he'll feel the same that I felt before.