Heart break
When we lose in the game of love,
it felt like we lose our heart.
Its too hurt.
And I'm afraid too fall in love again...
it felt like we lose our heart.
Its too hurt.
And I'm afraid too fall in love again...
i love you girls :)
Sunday, September 18, 2011 // 11:57 PM - 0 comment(s)
malam ni , EP nak melalut sikit . it's about my aweks2 tercinta . haha . nak kenal jugak lah dekat korang kan siapa awek2 yang boleh dikatakan cun tuh . jom tengok gambar dekat bawah :)
my awek : awek EP ada 2 , sorang yang kanan belah atas . lagi sorang bawah kiri sekali :)yang belah kanan atas tu nama die Amiera Nerina . umur dia dah 14 tahun , kira senior EP lah tu kan . kiteorang nak kata rapat , ermm , bolehlah . dia boleh dikatakan baik + pandai gitu . tu yang tergoda tu :)
yang bawah kiri sekali tu nama dia Nurul Amirah Faezza . umur dia sebaya dengan EP . 13 tahun . kitaorang kenal sejak umur kitaorang 6 tahun sampai sekarang . dan dia memang suka lah jadikan EP ni mangsa buli dia . sedih I tau *gedik jap :p . tapi sayang , dia tak sama sekolah dgn kitaorang :(
my lesbo : atas kiri sekali .nama dia pulak , Nur Hidana . tapi kitaorang jahat panggil dia DONAT . umm . yummy ~ dia pon sebaya dengan EP jugak . dia seorang yang senang dibuli dengan kitaorang semua . kitaorang suka geletek dia sampai dia sasau . haha ..
my skandel : awek bawah yang tengah tengah tu
nama dia , Hanaa Tajimot . ehh , salah . Hanaa Nazira . dia ni baik + friendly + classly and plus plus plus lagi lah . dia ni kurang lah nak buli dia sebab dia ni cepat marah . kitaorang takot sikit dengan dia . anyway , dia very the sporting one + muka tak tahu malu . *sorry Hanaa Tajimot XD
my bohsia lentik : and the last one , bawah sekali belah kanan .
dia , kawan seperjuangan sehidup semati . ohh tak . tipu je tu . dia , (Puteri Nurhazeera) kawan yang paling segila pernah EP jumpa . dia ni jugak lah kawan bergaduh + sepak2 + tumbuk2 manja EP . dan dia jugak tempat luahan perasaan tatkala hati sedang berduka cita . eceh , ayat tak tahan :p . kawan yang suka bergosip tentang hal2 sekolah dan sebagainya . dia kawan yang paling GILA yang pernah EP jumpa :)
*kitaorang = EP , Puteri , Hanaa Tajimot , and Dunkin Donat
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| girls ! i love you so much :) |
p/s : kawan sehidup semati . love you much girls <3 -EP-
I hate my past but I want back my past...
When we being love with someone that we want, it feel like this world is yours. But when we lose on it, we lose the world, heart and everything.Its just like me. Im tired to being hurt. Im not a doll. I've a feeling eventhough I never show it. I only show my love in front of you. Not in front of our friend. You never understand me. You want me understand you and show my love for you. Im sorry, Im not type of that girl. Im a shy girl who want show her love in front her beloved one. Im glad that I'd love you and I'd have you before. I hope you'll never come back in my life.Im a sixteen years old girl who want a happiness and someone who can love me perfectly. But I didn't found it. My life now I feel very lonely, lifeless, full of sadness and too many fake in my life. Why? I've been hurting before. Until now I feel its too hurt. I have crush on someone but I don't feel the love. Where's my love go? After being hurting, Im just too lazy to love someone even he try to take my heart. Im afraid that I'll lose someone who I love. Yeah, Im very afraid about it. So, being single is the best way for me.
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The Past.
I'd my first love on 13 April of 2012 and I lose it on 22 August of 2013. Its to hurt to remember it but I try my best to put it here. We'd love and need each other every time. On night weekend, we always on the phone until morning. Even sleepy, but I still want to hear his voice. But, I don't know what happen to us. We always fight and sometimes I felt want to give up. But I chose to stay. And one day, on 7 June 2013, he called me and crying. He said I love you but I gave him another chance. About one month later, I knew he had another relationship behind me. Eventhough we had a relationship, but he didn't tell to anyone. And at the end, I leave him eventhough he said that he love me. Arghh, I don't believe him anymore. He had a new one but he still don't want to let me go. Im not a doll. Again, Im not. I want someone who know what I feel. I never show my love to everyone but I hope you can feel it. If one day he'll lose someone he loved, I'll smile on it. Why? Because he'll feel the same that I felt before.
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The living memories // 2012
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With lots of help from : Letterwerk | The Fading Night | Touch The Velvet Sky | fivepointsapart | Tympanus | COLOURlovers | Un beau jour | mf2fm | atmospherica