Heart break
When we lose in the game of love,
it felt like we lose our heart.
Its too hurt.
And I'm afraid too fall in love again...
it felt like we lose our heart.
Its too hurt.
And I'm afraid too fall in love again...
Strangers In The Rain
Wednesday, December 14, 2011 // 4:33 PM - 0 comment(s)
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Haha , entri ni tak de kaitan pon dengan Title and Gambar kat atas tu . saje je EP letak macam tu . semalam , blog EP buat hal . maksud EP , Denim Template buat hal . bila EP pergi dekat page element , die keluar macam gambar bawah ni ..
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Masa blog buat hal tu dah lah dalam pukul 12.30 malam . mengantuk kot . lepas tu , EP pergi lah dekat ' edit html ' . mane tau ade code yang salah ke . EP belek -2 takde pon code yang salah . EP dah bengang , EP pergi cari tutorial guna blogskin terus tukar blog dari ' Denim Template ' ke ' Blogskin ' . dulu punya lah berazam tak nak tukar guna blogskin . tapi guna jugak sebab terdesak . Hahaha , nasib lah EP ni seorang blogger yang agak pandai coding blog . tak berapa pandai pon sebenarnya . kebanyakan nya amik tutorial daripada blog orang . tapi sejak dua menjak pakai blogskin makin pandai EP ber'coding' ni . Hahaha >.<
Semalam , lepas EP dah tukar blog jadi blogskin , EP post dekat facebook EP . lepas tu ada akak senior form 2 , nama dia Kak Dila . lepas dia tengok blog EP dia kata dia nak blog macam EP . okay , EP pon buat dengan rela hati .
Semalam , lepas EP dah tukar blog jadi blogskin , EP post dekat facebook EP . lepas tu ada akak senior form 2 , nama dia Kak Dila . lepas dia tengok blog EP dia kata dia nak blog macam EP . okay , EP pon buat dengan rela hati .
EHEM ! Saye tidak mengenakan pembayaran kalau edit blog ni . Tapi yang simple -2 je lah . Kalau yang banyak demand tu charge lah sikit :p
EP edit blog orang ni tak cantik mana pon . nah , ni blog Kak Dila . Futuristikhome . background tu dia yang pilih sendiri and lagu tu EP ambik sebab dia guna lagu tu sebelum EP edit . that's why lah EP letak lagu tu . lagi sorang pulak , nama dia Fahan . dia nak letak welcome note tapi masalahnya dia dah cari berbulan -2 tapi tak jumpa *bak kata dia . EP pon bagi lah tutorial tu dekat si Fahan ni . mula -2 dia buat tak jadi , lepas tu EP ajar sikit -2 pasal welcome note tu kat dia . baru lah jadi . nah , ni blog dia pulak Farhan Fahan Fa'an . apa -2 pon , blog EP yang paling buruk -_-
p/s : EP dah tak sombong dengan dia dah . aummmm <3
p/s : EP dah tak sombong dengan dia dah . aummmm <3
I hate my past but I want back my past...
When we being love with someone that we want, it feel like this world is yours. But when we lose on it, we lose the world, heart and everything.Its just like me. Im tired to being hurt. Im not a doll. I've a feeling eventhough I never show it. I only show my love in front of you. Not in front of our friend. You never understand me. You want me understand you and show my love for you. Im sorry, Im not type of that girl. Im a shy girl who want show her love in front her beloved one. Im glad that I'd love you and I'd have you before. I hope you'll never come back in my life.Im a sixteen years old girl who want a happiness and someone who can love me perfectly. But I didn't found it. My life now I feel very lonely, lifeless, full of sadness and too many fake in my life. Why? I've been hurting before. Until now I feel its too hurt. I have crush on someone but I don't feel the love. Where's my love go? After being hurting, Im just too lazy to love someone even he try to take my heart. Im afraid that I'll lose someone who I love. Yeah, Im very afraid about it. So, being single is the best way for me.
The beginning of the book
The blog started May 2009. I made it as my online diary. Not a private, but a public diary. All inside my heart I wrote on it. I want to share to everyone and give you opinion about my entry. Sorry for broken english.
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The Past.
I'd my first love on 13 April of 2012 and I lose it on 22 August of 2013. Its to hurt to remember it but I try my best to put it here. We'd love and need each other every time. On night weekend, we always on the phone until morning. Even sleepy, but I still want to hear his voice. But, I don't know what happen to us. We always fight and sometimes I felt want to give up. But I chose to stay. And one day, on 7 June 2013, he called me and crying. He said I love you but I gave him another chance. About one month later, I knew he had another relationship behind me. Eventhough we had a relationship, but he didn't tell to anyone. And at the end, I leave him eventhough he said that he love me. Arghh, I don't believe him anymore. He had a new one but he still don't want to let me go. Im not a doll. Again, Im not. I want someone who know what I feel. I never show my love to everyone but I hope you can feel it. If one day he'll lose someone he loved, I'll smile on it. Why? Because he'll feel the same that I felt before.
The album maker
The living memories // 2012
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Layout : your sweetest lullaby
With lots of help from : Letterwerk | The Fading Night | Touch The Velvet Sky | fivepointsapart | Tympanus | COLOURlovers | Un beau jour | mf2fm | atmospherica