Heart break

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When we lose in the game of love,
it felt like we lose our heart.
Its too hurt.
And I'm afraid too fall in love again...

Cerita ku di Bulan Ramadhan

Sunday, July 10, 2011 // 10:29 PM - 9 comment(s)

dan . sekali lagi :)

nak cerite nie .

dulu mase 6 tahun . kite tadika . time rehat , dieorang semue makan mase time rehat . kite je dok merayap2 dalam kelas tu .

dah sampai rumah , nenek kite masakkan maggi telor . kite pon ape lagi . baham la . tahan nafsu punye pasal kat tadika tu ..

time tengah syok makan maggi goreng tu , tibe2 ade orang tepon umah nenek kite . then , nenek kite pon angkatla . hoho . rupe2nye , kawan kite yang tepon . err ~ dah malu nie . teros letak maggi tu atas meje then , kite pon cakap la dengan kawan kite . kawan kite cakap " engatkan puase , rupe nye tak " . alahai ..

esok nye tuh , kite kene pakse makan ngan kawan2 sebab kawan kite tu pegi hebohkan dekat satu tadika tu . err .. ape salahnye nak puase setengah hari kan ?

okay , cukup 4 perenggan . nak join lagi ke ? tekan sini k :)

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I hate my past but I want back my past...

When we being love with someone that we want, it feel like this world is yours. But when we lose on it, we lose the world, heart and everything.Its just like me. Im tired to being hurt. Im not a doll. I've a feeling eventhough I never show it. I only show my love in front of you. Not in front of our friend. You never understand me. You want me understand you and show my love for you. Im sorry, Im not type of that girl. Im a shy girl who want show her love in front her beloved one. Im glad that I'd love you and I'd have you before. I hope you'll never come back in my life.

Im a sixteen years old girl who want a happiness and someone who can love me perfectly. But I didn't found it. My life now I feel very lonely, lifeless, full of sadness and too many fake in my life. Why? I've been hurting before. Until now I feel its too hurt. I have crush on someone but I don't feel the love. Where's my love go? After being hurting, Im just too lazy to love someone even he try to take my heart. Im afraid that I'll lose someone who I love. Yeah, Im very afraid about it. So, being single is the best way for me.

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The Past.

I'd my first love on 13 April of 2012 and I lose it on 22 August of 2013. Its to hurt to remember it but I try my best to put it here. We'd love and need each other every time. On night weekend, we always on the phone until morning. Even sleepy, but I still want to hear his voice. But, I don't know what happen to us. We always fight and sometimes I felt want to give up. But I chose to stay. And one day, on 7 June 2013, he called me and crying. He said I love you but I gave him another chance. About one month later, I knew he had another relationship behind me. Eventhough we had a relationship, but he didn't tell to anyone. And at the end, I leave him eventhough he said that he love me. Arghh, I don't believe him anymore. He had a new one but he still don't want to let me go. Im not a doll. Again, Im not. I want someone who know what I feel. I never show my love to everyone but I hope you can feel it. If one day he'll lose someone he loved, I'll smile on it. Why? Because he'll feel the same that I felt before.

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