Heart break

hari ni , exam paper science paper 1 + 2 . paper 1 jangan cakap lah kan susah gila . tapi , tak pe . hantam saja sama itu jawapan x) . paper 2 boleh tahan lah senang die . wowow !! i've a hot story meyhh !

Dekat Surau :

lepas rehat , budak-budak form 1 n form 2 kena pergi surau untuk solat asar . EP , Puteri and Hanaa pergi lah surau macam biase sambil bawak air mineral masing-masing . dah sampai kat surau , kiteorang letak lah air mineral tu dekat sebelah almari telekung . takut orang amik lah katekan .. then , kiteorang bertige cop tempat same-same . EP decide nak dudok sebelah Puteri sebab nanti boleh gaduh dengan die :D . lepas amik air sembahyang , kiteorang duduk kat tempat tu balik , kak Syazni and kak Dila pon datang then , dengan tergesa-gesanya kak Dila pergi amik air sembahyang . lepas tu , Puteri saje je tengok buku kak Dila . then , die tunjuk kat EP satu bende nie tapi mase tu EP tengah pakai telekung tak tau mane atas bawah =,='' . time Puteri nak tunjuk tu die nampak EP pakai telekung n die cakap "okay , pean bute" . dah penat EP tengok telekung tu , EP tanye die nak ape . then , die tunjuk dekat EP ape yang die maksudkan . tengok-tengok , kak Dila ade tulis jawapan dalam bahasa melayu dekat buku sains die . yang tak tahan tu jawapan die paling kelakar .. "Bintik Buta" . tergelak-gelak EP kat dalam surau dengan Puteri . haha .. sebelom tu , ade lagi cerita . time EP belom pakai telekung , EP tengah nak pakai stokin , tibe-tibe Hanaa campak stokin die dekat Puteri . perhh ! bau die memang AWESOME lah kan . then , EP saje nak sakat si Puteri nie . EP amik die punye stokin then maen tarik stokin dengan die . sampai panjang stokin tu . Puteri pulak tanye EP macam nie "Kenape stokin nie panjang sebelah ?" . sakit perot EP gelak kan die . haha , lepas tu EP amik stokin die lagi sebelah , then letak kat bibir die . lagi sikit lagi nak masuk mulut . and , die pon balas balik . kene kat hidung EP pulak tu . bau die ~ macam bau STRAWBERRY busuk ! hahaha .. lepas sembahyang semua , kiteorang chaw nak naik kelas untuk sambung exam . kiteorang dah sampai depan kelas nie , tibe-tibe Puteri cakap " Hanaa , Pean . AIR !" kiteorang semue gelabah sebab air tinggal dalam surau . dah masuk dalam kelas , Puteri dengan Hanaa turun balik pergi amik air . okay , dengan jahatnye , EP suruh dieorang amik air EP sekali . teehee ^_____^

Time exam sains kertas 2 : 

dah dapat kertas 2 , then cikgu suruh check kertas tu cukup ke tak muka surat die . okay , cukup 15 muka surat . err , banyak dan susah pulak tu ! EP pon jawab lah perlahan-lahan sambil tengok kanan dan kiri . tengok soalan balik . erhh ! susah lah mangkuk == . lepas tu , maen langkau-langkau muke surat pulak mase jawab paper sains tu . yes ! yang last sekali senang :) . 5 minit kemudian ..... okay , dah siap . tengok muke surat yang lain pulak . mane yang boleh jawab tu , jawab je lah .. bahase melayu pon bolehh ~ . susah sangat nak translate dalam BI , so , EP buat jawapan dalam BM je lahh . kebanyakan nye dalam BI lah jawapan die . mase tuh dah lah cikgu Sam (bukan name sebenar) , jage kelas 1um / 1B . then , cikgu tuh boleh pulak cakap macam nie "siape yang tak paham soalan boleh tanye saye" . teehee ^____^ . ramai kot yang tanye cikgu itu ini . lepas tu EP dengar Hanaa tanye budak belakang die (budak sebelah EP) pasal soalan yang die tak paham . then , budak sebelah EP bagi jawapan dekat Hanaa . EP pon ape lagi , curik-curik dengar lah kan . well ~ cikgu tu pon sporting habis . kiteorang berbincang pon cikgu tuh tak marah . wahahahaha . ILECIUU cikgu <3

haha . okeyh cukop ! penat dah menaip panjang-panjang . hoho .. yang paling best sekali dalam surau tu :) . sumbat stokin dalam mulut + pasal Bintik Buta a.k.a Yellow Spot . nak tau , Puteri cakap EP lah yellow spot tuh sebab EP pustakawan and baju EP warne kuning -__- sabar je lahh =__+

p/s : EP still ingat lagi kejadian hari khamis . teehee ^_________^

When we being love with someone that we want, it feel like this world is yours. But when we lose on it, we lose the world, heart and everything.Its just like me. Im tired to being hurt. Im not a doll. I've a feeling eventhough I never show it. I only show my love in front of you. Not in front of our friend. You never understand me. You want me understand you and show my love for you. Im sorry, Im not type of that girl. Im a shy girl who want show her love in front her beloved one. Im glad that I'd love you and I'd have you before. I hope you'll never come back in my life.

Im a sixteen years old girl who want a happiness and someone who can love me perfectly. But I didn't found it. My life now I feel very lonely, lifeless, full of sadness and too many fake in my life. Why? I've been hurting before. Until now I feel its too hurt. I have crush on someone but I don't feel the love. Where's my love go? After being hurting, Im just too lazy to love someone even he try to take my heart. Im afraid that I'll lose someone who I love. Yeah, Im very afraid about it. So, being single is the best way for me.

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I'd my first love on 13 April of 2012 and I lose it on 22 August of 2013. Its to hurt to remember it but I try my best to put it here. We'd love and need each other every time. On night weekend, we always on the phone until morning. Even sleepy, but I still want to hear his voice. But, I don't know what happen to us. We always fight and sometimes I felt want to give up. But I chose to stay. And one day, on 7 June 2013, he called me and crying. He said I love you but I gave him another chance. About one month later, I knew he had another relationship behind me. Eventhough we had a relationship, but he didn't tell to anyone. And at the end, I leave him eventhough he said that he love me. Arghh, I don't believe him anymore. He had a new one but he still don't want to let me go. Im not a doll. Again, Im not. I want someone who know what I feel. I never show my love to everyone but I hope you can feel it. If one day he'll lose someone he loved, I'll smile on it. Why? Because he'll feel the same that I felt before.

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