Heart break

BM kertas 1 . dengan kertas OMR minta kat kawan , EP pon jawab lah exam dengan tak de perasaan nye :D . serious EP macam tak de perasaan je time jawab exam tadi . okey , back to the point . EP pon jawab dengan tenang , pandang kiri , pandang kanan . maen mata dengan kawan , okay stop . fokus balik dekat kertas . haha . jawab punye jawab , tibe-tibe mengantuk . tengok budak paling depan , okay , dia dah habis jawab soalan . cepat gila . then , dia dah tido :) . dengan sedaya upaya menahan mengantuk , EP pon still jawab kertas BM tuh tanpa perasaan -,-'' . okay , dah habis jawab soalan . tinggal 20 minit untuk habis exam kertas 1 . check poket , ada domo . maen bende tuh kejap sambil letak kepala beralaskan tangan and cover untuk tido macam budak kat depan tuh . maen punye maen , terlelap kejap . ehh ! bangun bangun ! cover balik maen domo tuh . then , sorokkan muka kat dalam tangan . fiuhh ~ nafas panas tapi badan sejuk . tak jadi , bangun balik . then EP decide untuk letak kepala beralaskan tangan dan menghadap ke hadapan . *orang mesti ingat tengah tengok soalan ke ape kan * . then , tido dalam masa 10 minit . BERJAYA ! berjaye tido 10 minit . walaupon sekejap . bangun dari tido , sakit kepala tiba-tiba . ohh , tabahkan diri je hadapi semua nye . dengan tak check kertas jawapan tuh , terus bagi kat cikgu kertas jawapan tuh :D

itu baru kes kertas 1 . belom kertas 2 lagi . kertas dua tak banyak kerenah sangat :)

BM kertas 2 . ambil test pad yang tinggal sikit tu , tulis nama , kelas , tarikh , perkara . tunggu dapat kertas soalan je . dah dapat kertas soalan . tengok satu satu . OHHMYGOD ! susah gila ! gila pon tak susah macam ni . and , pergi dekat bahagian A (ringkasan) EP baca . baca baca dan baca . then , baca lagi sekali untuk cari suruhan soalan tu tadi . okay , dapat dua tiga ayat . ohh , terlupa lahh apa lagi penanda wacana yang kena letak lagi . ingat balik . set , tulis balik . tengok pemahaman dia pulak . elehh , kacang je . then , jawab dengan selamba badak air je :) . pergi lompat pulak kat kertas laen untuk jawab bahagian B (karangan bahan ransangan) . okay , kali ni dapat jawab sebab senang . nasib baiklah idea tengah melambak-lambak keluar tau . buat punye buat . pandang belah kiri . maen mata dengan budak laki pulak . okay , tak de keje . n sambung balik buat keje . tibe-tibe budak sebelah nak pinjam liquid . okay , bagi je lahh . dah siap bahagian B EP pergi ke bahagian C pulak . ohh , susah sangat . buat je lah bahagian D(novel) dulu . wahh ! senang + susah gila ! dengan keyakinan diri yang kental , EP jawab dengan teragak-agak . fiuhh ~ selesai . okay , jam dah tunjuk pukol 5.50 petang . sambil cakap dalam hati . tak pe banyak mase lagi . dengan muke selenge EP pon jawab bahagian C . erhh , stop . pandang kiri balik , ada orang sengih-sengih . okay , abaikan . sambung buat keje balik . okay ! tersilap buat pulak ==" . ahh , abaikan . then , lastly penutup karangan tak sempat buat :'( . menyesal pulak rasenye -.-'' .

exam kali ni rase macam latihan gerak gempur je . serious ! haha , okay . sampai sini je EP menaip hari ni . esok sambung lagi :)

p/s : ada orang cakap EP comel . nak tau sape ? check sendiri lah ;) ILYMRF :)

When we being love with someone that we want, it feel like this world is yours. But when we lose on it, we lose the world, heart and everything.Its just like me. Im tired to being hurt. Im not a doll. I've a feeling eventhough I never show it. I only show my love in front of you. Not in front of our friend. You never understand me. You want me understand you and show my love for you. Im sorry, Im not type of that girl. Im a shy girl who want show her love in front her beloved one. Im glad that I'd love you and I'd have you before. I hope you'll never come back in my life.

Im a sixteen years old girl who want a happiness and someone who can love me perfectly. But I didn't found it. My life now I feel very lonely, lifeless, full of sadness and too many fake in my life. Why? I've been hurting before. Until now I feel its too hurt. I have crush on someone but I don't feel the love. Where's my love go? After being hurting, Im just too lazy to love someone even he try to take my heart. Im afraid that I'll lose someone who I love. Yeah, Im very afraid about it. So, being single is the best way for me.

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I'd my first love on 13 April of 2012 and I lose it on 22 August of 2013. Its to hurt to remember it but I try my best to put it here. We'd love and need each other every time. On night weekend, we always on the phone until morning. Even sleepy, but I still want to hear his voice. But, I don't know what happen to us. We always fight and sometimes I felt want to give up. But I chose to stay. And one day, on 7 June 2013, he called me and crying. He said I love you but I gave him another chance. About one month later, I knew he had another relationship behind me. Eventhough we had a relationship, but he didn't tell to anyone. And at the end, I leave him eventhough he said that he love me. Arghh, I don't believe him anymore. He had a new one but he still don't want to let me go. Im not a doll. Again, Im not. I want someone who know what I feel. I never show my love to everyone but I hope you can feel it. If one day he'll lose someone he loved, I'll smile on it. Why? Because he'll feel the same that I felt before.

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