Heart break
When we lose in the game of love,
it felt like we lose our heart.
Its too hurt.
And I'm afraid too fall in love again...
it felt like we lose our heart.
Its too hurt.
And I'm afraid too fall in love again...
Day 9 : Five Things That You Cant Live Without
Saturday, November 19, 2011 // 10:33 PM - 0 comment(s)
Sambung lagi challenge ni . 5 perkara yang EP tak boleh hidup dengan benda -2 ni semua . okey , jom layan ..
1 - Handphone
Handphone sekarang macam bermakna dalam hidup EP . seriously , EP tak boleh hidup tanpa handphone . kalau handphone EP hilang , memang EP akan meraung lah jawabnya :)
2 - Laptop
Laptop pun salah satu perkara penting yang semestinya ada dalam hidup EP sebab terlampau banyak benda yang EP boleh buat dengan laptop ni .
3 - Makanan (contoh : kerepek pedas)
HAHA , favourite EP ialah kerepek pedas . ya , itu ialah makanan yang wajib ada dalam bilik EP setiap malam . EP makan benda tu terus hilang mengantuk EP . tak kira lah pedas ke tak . janji sedap ~
4 - DIA
yes , dia lagi . chop chop . dia 'abang angkat' EP okay .. bukan lebih . harap maklum . walaupun dia dah habis sekolah , dia tetap ada di hati EP dan EP tak dapat cari pengganti seperti dia .. dan , EP takkan lupakan dia sampai bila -2 :)
5 - Allah S.W.T
jikalau takda DIA , EP semestinya takkan hidup di dunia sehingga hari ini . Terima Kasih Ya Allah kerana memberi aku menikmati keindahan di dunia ini :)
p/s : Alhamdulillah .. EP tak lapar dan EP tak kenyang :)
1 - Handphone
Handphone sekarang macam bermakna dalam hidup EP . seriously , EP tak boleh hidup tanpa handphone . kalau handphone EP hilang , memang EP akan meraung lah jawabnya :)
2 - Laptop
Laptop pun salah satu perkara penting yang semestinya ada dalam hidup EP sebab terlampau banyak benda yang EP boleh buat dengan laptop ni .
3 - Makanan (contoh : kerepek pedas)
HAHA , favourite EP ialah kerepek pedas . ya , itu ialah makanan yang wajib ada dalam bilik EP setiap malam . EP makan benda tu terus hilang mengantuk EP . tak kira lah pedas ke tak . janji sedap ~
4 - DIA
yes , dia lagi . chop chop . dia 'abang angkat' EP okay .. bukan lebih . harap maklum . walaupun dia dah habis sekolah , dia tetap ada di hati EP dan EP tak dapat cari pengganti seperti dia .. dan , EP takkan lupakan dia sampai bila -2 :)
5 - Allah S.W.T
jikalau takda DIA , EP semestinya takkan hidup di dunia sehingga hari ini . Terima Kasih Ya Allah kerana memberi aku menikmati keindahan di dunia ini :)
p/s : Alhamdulillah .. EP tak lapar dan EP tak kenyang :)
I hate my past but I want back my past...
When we being love with someone that we want, it feel like this world is yours. But when we lose on it, we lose the world, heart and everything.Its just like me. Im tired to being hurt. Im not a doll. I've a feeling eventhough I never show it. I only show my love in front of you. Not in front of our friend. You never understand me. You want me understand you and show my love for you. Im sorry, Im not type of that girl. Im a shy girl who want show her love in front her beloved one. Im glad that I'd love you and I'd have you before. I hope you'll never come back in my life.Im a sixteen years old girl who want a happiness and someone who can love me perfectly. But I didn't found it. My life now I feel very lonely, lifeless, full of sadness and too many fake in my life. Why? I've been hurting before. Until now I feel its too hurt. I have crush on someone but I don't feel the love. Where's my love go? After being hurting, Im just too lazy to love someone even he try to take my heart. Im afraid that I'll lose someone who I love. Yeah, Im very afraid about it. So, being single is the best way for me.
The beginning of the book
The blog started May 2009. I made it as my online diary. Not a private, but a public diary. All inside my heart I wrote on it. I want to share to everyone and give you opinion about my entry. Sorry for broken english.
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The Past.
I'd my first love on 13 April of 2012 and I lose it on 22 August of 2013. Its to hurt to remember it but I try my best to put it here. We'd love and need each other every time. On night weekend, we always on the phone until morning. Even sleepy, but I still want to hear his voice. But, I don't know what happen to us. We always fight and sometimes I felt want to give up. But I chose to stay. And one day, on 7 June 2013, he called me and crying. He said I love you but I gave him another chance. About one month later, I knew he had another relationship behind me. Eventhough we had a relationship, but he didn't tell to anyone. And at the end, I leave him eventhough he said that he love me. Arghh, I don't believe him anymore. He had a new one but he still don't want to let me go. Im not a doll. Again, Im not. I want someone who know what I feel. I never show my love to everyone but I hope you can feel it. If one day he'll lose someone he loved, I'll smile on it. Why? Because he'll feel the same that I felt before.
The album maker
The living memories // 2012
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Layout : your sweetest lullaby
With lots of help from : Letterwerk | The Fading Night | Touch The Velvet Sky | fivepointsapart | Tympanus | COLOURlovers | Un beau jour | mf2fm | atmospherica