Heart break

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When we lose in the game of love,
it felt like we lose our heart.
Its too hurt.
And I'm afraid too fall in love again...

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Monday, December 19, 2011 // 9:26 PM - 0 comment(s)

2 hari EP tak update blog bukan sebab EP tak de idea nak update , tapi ada homework nak kena buat . menghilangkan diri seketika . banyak lagi homework tak siap ni . dalam masa 2 minggu lagi nak buka sekolah dah . Okay , terasa malas nak pergi sekolah sebab senior2 form 5 tahun ni dah tak de T__T . Hahaha , joking je . tapi , serious EP rindu dengan senior tahun ni . tak tahu sebab ape . maybe sebab dieorang sporting gila -2 . dieorang baik gila kot dengan EP . tak sombong pulak tu .

Tak nak dah cerita pasal budak form 5 -_-

Tahun 2012 . bermulanya perjalanan EP sebagai budak tingkatan 2 yang mempunyai kumpulan ' HATERS ' daripada junior . nak tau perangai haters ni macam mana ? Okay , wait .

Ahli kumpulannya ada 6 orang .

Semuanya gedik -2 belaka

Semua ahli kumpulan dieorang tak dapat 5 A dalam UPSR , so dia nak mendajal dekat sekolah EP nanti

Mereka benci dengan kumpulan EP sendiri

Dieorang perasan cantik dan comel

Menggedik -2 dengan senior -2 handsome

Melawan senior

Berlagak ' HOT ' gituhh

EP dapat tau yang dieorang benci geng EP daripada FB . salah sorang daripada mereka buat status , lepas tu tagged nama geng -2 EP . lepas tu , adik kepada salah sorang geng EP ni cakap yang dieorang ade tulis nama kiteorang dekat satu kertas ni , lepas tu buat ' middle finger ' dekat nama kiteorang tu . EP tak tau lah cerita tu betul ke tak . kalau betul pon , apa aku kisah ?

p/s : EP suka buat post tergantung . mwihihihi

I hate my past but I want back my past...

When we being love with someone that we want, it feel like this world is yours. But when we lose on it, we lose the world, heart and everything.Its just like me. Im tired to being hurt. Im not a doll. I've a feeling eventhough I never show it. I only show my love in front of you. Not in front of our friend. You never understand me. You want me understand you and show my love for you. Im sorry, Im not type of that girl. Im a shy girl who want show her love in front her beloved one. Im glad that I'd love you and I'd have you before. I hope you'll never come back in my life.

Im a sixteen years old girl who want a happiness and someone who can love me perfectly. But I didn't found it. My life now I feel very lonely, lifeless, full of sadness and too many fake in my life. Why? I've been hurting before. Until now I feel its too hurt. I have crush on someone but I don't feel the love. Where's my love go? After being hurting, Im just too lazy to love someone even he try to take my heart. Im afraid that I'll lose someone who I love. Yeah, Im very afraid about it. So, being single is the best way for me.

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The Past.

I'd my first love on 13 April of 2012 and I lose it on 22 August of 2013. Its to hurt to remember it but I try my best to put it here. We'd love and need each other every time. On night weekend, we always on the phone until morning. Even sleepy, but I still want to hear his voice. But, I don't know what happen to us. We always fight and sometimes I felt want to give up. But I chose to stay. And one day, on 7 June 2013, he called me and crying. He said I love you but I gave him another chance. About one month later, I knew he had another relationship behind me. Eventhough we had a relationship, but he didn't tell to anyone. And at the end, I leave him eventhough he said that he love me. Arghh, I don't believe him anymore. He had a new one but he still don't want to let me go. Im not a doll. Again, Im not. I want someone who know what I feel. I never show my love to everyone but I hope you can feel it. If one day he'll lose someone he loved, I'll smile on it. Why? Because he'll feel the same that I felt before.

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