Heart break

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When we lose in the game of love,
it felt like we lose our heart.
Its too hurt.
And I'm afraid too fall in love again...

huh !

Thursday, February 17, 2011 // 11:07 AM - 0 comment(s)

entry kli nieyh aq na cter psl:

mse kt kls..

lps temuduga..

n mse adew kt uma..

byk btol aq na cter..

haha..

sukeesukii larh !

mse at kls:

mse kt kls aq nmpk swg mmt dpn aq nieyh ttbe pkai jam...

then aq wt ta da tau jerp...

n mse waktu agama dyer n Am na pndg tgn aq...

n lps dyer na pndg aq tros jam uh da tuka sblah kiri...

mse aq msok kls uh dyer pkai tgn kanan..

aq pon polik arh dkt dyer..

ta kan dyer na ikot aq pkai tgn kiri gak kot...

ntah hape2 tah pranga..huh !

n ps uh aq tego dyer..aq ckp..

"pkai jam nmpk..tdy aq nmpk ko pkai jam tgn kanan nieyh da tuka tgn kiri pla"

dyer ckp pla..

"ta selesa arh pkai tgn kanan..susa na tulis..

(dyer senyom smbil ckp) sala ker?"

n aq ckp g..

"sala kerh aq juz tny jerp.."

then ana ckp apew tah..

aq sndry ta dgr coz aq asik lyn dak uh..

haha(spew sowh aq lyn..)

mse n lps temuduga:

umm~

mse temuduga tok jdy pss..

aq,ana n pu3 g prpustakaan untok temuduga pss kt perpustakaan..

gler mggelabah bai kteorg..

kteorg gy hafal kod2 buku(btol erk)

haha..

tpy cegu ta tny tuh doe..

cegu tny soalan laen..

aq egt 1 jerp bai..

latar..blakng..kluarge..

tu jerp aq egt..

n lps temuduga...

aq da abz jwb soalan2 uh..

otak aq tros blank..

terer kn?

lps uh pu3 troz ajk aq kluar dry prpustakaan uh..

but mse tuh gliran ana..

aq n pu3 blek kls dlu..

aq cter arh smue uh kt pu3 ..

tpy psl latar blakang jerp..

yg laen aq ta egt..haha..

aq rse menyesal bai coz kne jwb soalan2 uh..

n ta psl2 kteorg jdy tense..

ntah hape2 tah..

n mmt dpn uh dyer tny aq dlu dpt ker ta..

n aq pon jwb tgok arh esok..

huhu..aq harap dpt arh kn?

mse kt uma:

mse kt uma aq btol2 cm owg ta btol..

mte aq da merah bai..

kple aq brdenyut2..

aq rse tense sgt2..

rse brtmbh nyesal jerp bai..

tpy apekn daye..

NASI SUDA MNJDY BUBO !

huhu...

nyesal2 !

n mlm uh gak aq tido awl cket..

dgn laptop aq ta tutop tros aq tido..

cm shengal jerp..-.-

smpai dcnie jerp arh aq mmbebel..

huhu..

IMUSM !

p/s:tu tok owg kt repah bkn kt ttj nieyh..haha..-.-

I hate my past but I want back my past...

When we being love with someone that we want, it feel like this world is yours. But when we lose on it, we lose the world, heart and everything.Its just like me. Im tired to being hurt. Im not a doll. I've a feeling eventhough I never show it. I only show my love in front of you. Not in front of our friend. You never understand me. You want me understand you and show my love for you. Im sorry, Im not type of that girl. Im a shy girl who want show her love in front her beloved one. Im glad that I'd love you and I'd have you before. I hope you'll never come back in my life.

Im a sixteen years old girl who want a happiness and someone who can love me perfectly. But I didn't found it. My life now I feel very lonely, lifeless, full of sadness and too many fake in my life. Why? I've been hurting before. Until now I feel its too hurt. I have crush on someone but I don't feel the love. Where's my love go? After being hurting, Im just too lazy to love someone even he try to take my heart. Im afraid that I'll lose someone who I love. Yeah, Im very afraid about it. So, being single is the best way for me.

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I'd my first love on 13 April of 2012 and I lose it on 22 August of 2013. Its to hurt to remember it but I try my best to put it here. We'd love and need each other every time. On night weekend, we always on the phone until morning. Even sleepy, but I still want to hear his voice. But, I don't know what happen to us. We always fight and sometimes I felt want to give up. But I chose to stay. And one day, on 7 June 2013, he called me and crying. He said I love you but I gave him another chance. About one month later, I knew he had another relationship behind me. Eventhough we had a relationship, but he didn't tell to anyone. And at the end, I leave him eventhough he said that he love me. Arghh, I don't believe him anymore. He had a new one but he still don't want to let me go. Im not a doll. Again, Im not. I want someone who know what I feel. I never show my love to everyone but I hope you can feel it. If one day he'll lose someone he loved, I'll smile on it. Why? Because he'll feel the same that I felt before.

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