Heart break

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When we lose in the game of love,
it felt like we lose our heart.
Its too hurt.
And I'm afraid too fall in love again...

my Life tOday !

Friday, February 18, 2011 // 9:09 AM - 0 comment(s)

ary nieyh aq na cter psl aq at skul smlm..

psl..

aq d seksa

n senyuman yg menyeksakn !

tajok kedue ta leyh bla bai...

haha..bleyh ar tuh..

aq dseksa:

umm~aq mmg btol2 trseksa smlm..

geng2 nash iai2 nash,azim,akim n uzzir..

mse uh waktu geo n dyeorg of corze arh ta da keje en..

na tau dyer wt apew...

nash dyer jdikn aq monyet/berok..

sdeyh bai..:(

dyer mse tuh amik pemadam n pggl aq mcm kucen then pggl aq berok..

dyer kte "berok2..(mcm pggl kucen)..nieyh kayu2..(n dyer bling) keja2..

(aq geleng) hey berok g keja arh..ta na ea..

(dyer amik highlight akim) (uzzir n nash) nieyh pisang2(aq geleng lgy)

(n uzzir letak at papan puteh) (nash ckp) tu pisang..gy amik(aq ta na)

oo..ko ta na ea?

da pisang tuh mahal..

sesedap rse jerp ta na mkn.."

dyer egt aq berok kerh?

tolong arh !

aq tau arh mggu last krg kcuali uzzir..

tpy ta yah arh seksa aq bai..

smpai pggl aq berok n kunon2 nyer bling kyu n pisang...

n adew 1 prkre yg aq polik an..

BEROK MAEN KAYU KER??

aq prlukn kpstian..

kunon2 bling kayu(padahal pmdm)

then suroh aq amek..

mse aq gleng ta na uh dyer g glakkn aq bai..

gler doe dyeorg..mmg sah2 ta siuman..

haha

senyuman yg menyeksakn:

yup ! senyuman tuh trlalu menyeksakn aq bai..

kt mnew2 mzty aq egt kt senyuman yg mnawan atyku uh *erk?

ta de mknenyer mnawan bai..

kkdg aq tensyen gak..

bler dyer pndg blkg dyer kacau aq then senyum2 cm owg gler..

n mse dyer dok kt tmpt akim..

dyer pndg2 aq then senyum2 agy..

apew yg aq wt smue dyer tgok..

ta ker tensyen tuh..

apew prasaan kwg 24 jam kne perhati ngan owg?

na tau gak..

haha

smpai dcnie jer arh aq mmbebel..

na wt koje yg ta siap2..

terer kn? -.-

p/s:tok cdea:tlg arh jgn seksa aq ngan senyuman ko uh..

tensyen aq dbuadnyer !

I hate my past but I want back my past...

When we being love with someone that we want, it feel like this world is yours. But when we lose on it, we lose the world, heart and everything.Its just like me. Im tired to being hurt. Im not a doll. I've a feeling eventhough I never show it. I only show my love in front of you. Not in front of our friend. You never understand me. You want me understand you and show my love for you. Im sorry, Im not type of that girl. Im a shy girl who want show her love in front her beloved one. Im glad that I'd love you and I'd have you before. I hope you'll never come back in my life.

Im a sixteen years old girl who want a happiness and someone who can love me perfectly. But I didn't found it. My life now I feel very lonely, lifeless, full of sadness and too many fake in my life. Why? I've been hurting before. Until now I feel its too hurt. I have crush on someone but I don't feel the love. Where's my love go? After being hurting, Im just too lazy to love someone even he try to take my heart. Im afraid that I'll lose someone who I love. Yeah, Im very afraid about it. So, being single is the best way for me.

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The Past.

I'd my first love on 13 April of 2012 and I lose it on 22 August of 2013. Its to hurt to remember it but I try my best to put it here. We'd love and need each other every time. On night weekend, we always on the phone until morning. Even sleepy, but I still want to hear his voice. But, I don't know what happen to us. We always fight and sometimes I felt want to give up. But I chose to stay. And one day, on 7 June 2013, he called me and crying. He said I love you but I gave him another chance. About one month later, I knew he had another relationship behind me. Eventhough we had a relationship, but he didn't tell to anyone. And at the end, I leave him eventhough he said that he love me. Arghh, I don't believe him anymore. He had a new one but he still don't want to let me go. Im not a doll. Again, Im not. I want someone who know what I feel. I never show my love to everyone but I hope you can feel it. If one day he'll lose someone he loved, I'll smile on it. Why? Because he'll feel the same that I felt before.

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