Heart break

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When we lose in the game of love,
it felt like we lose our heart.
Its too hurt.
And I'm afraid too fall in love again...

last saturday:d day i never 4get it !

Monday, February 21, 2011 // 11:43 AM - 0 comment(s)

aq na kmbli kpd ary sabtu ary tuh...

ary yg pling bez taon nieyh..

na tau cbb per..

cbb.. kteorg ta blaja !

haha.. tuh yg pling bez tuh...

mse wt kje:

kje aq tulis jer bai..

ta de swg umat pon tolong aq..

n then hasina n farina dtg..

dyer kte na tlg..

dyer dok citu...

n dyer tgok jerp ape yg kteorg wt..

kteorg uh adlh aq,pu3 n anaa..

smue akq aq..

akq yg laen bulan..hahaha..

pling appy:

kteorg appy gler2 wt mende alah tuh taok..

cbb kteorg kne kacau.. *tu pon appy gak ker?

kteorg kne kacau ngan uzzir arh spew agy..

dyer larh yg pling ske kcau kteorg..

trutamenyer aq..

ta psl2 kne jdy mgse kacau nyer..kah3

then mse bm pla cegu zainiawati msok kls kteorg ..

then dyer tego arh budak2 laki nieyh..

cm arh ta tau dak2 lki nieyh..

dyer kte bushan2..

n cegu tego asl ta na nolong kms kls ker..tlg dak pom ker..

lps kne tego bru dyeorg nolong kteorg..

hmpir ksemua dak lki tlg kteorg..haha..

yg pling bez mse nash tuh..dyer wt bulat2 smbil kcau ana..

n aq pon brsubahat ngan dyer.. jaat kn?

lps wt kje:

fuh ! lps abz wt kje lak..dyeorg wt kje tampal mnampal lak..

n mse nieyh aq ta nolong..mls aquh...

kteorg iaitu aq,uzzir n nash dok brtge..

kteorg borak2 arh cter psl bla3..

then uzzir asik2 ckp ngan aq smbil mndg aq..

gahgah.. then c nash dyer ade wt 1 prjnjian nan aq..

prjnjian apew tah aq pon ta egt..

smpai dyer sroh aq jnj nan dyer..

n tnde jnj uh cm bese arh kn.. mggunakn jri sbgai tnd jnj..

then aq ta blz.. n c uzzir ckp..

"nash..muhrim nash" hahahaha....

bez doeh..

n lps dyeorg da tampal2 kteorg maen adq bradq angkat pla

akq pu3,abg uzzir,akq anaa,adq pean,adq nash..

hhaha..adoiyai..

aq,uzzir n nash bgy glaran at akq ana n akq pu3..

akq anaapii n akq puteripii..

pii uh brmksod pndek..hahaha...

then aq tny lak swg2 nyer tggi..

trnyate aq larh adq trtggi skli..

bhahaha..

uke arh mau chau !

na gy skola..

c u next tyme !

I hate my past but I want back my past...

When we being love with someone that we want, it feel like this world is yours. But when we lose on it, we lose the world, heart and everything.Its just like me. Im tired to being hurt. Im not a doll. I've a feeling eventhough I never show it. I only show my love in front of you. Not in front of our friend. You never understand me. You want me understand you and show my love for you. Im sorry, Im not type of that girl. Im a shy girl who want show her love in front her beloved one. Im glad that I'd love you and I'd have you before. I hope you'll never come back in my life.

Im a sixteen years old girl who want a happiness and someone who can love me perfectly. But I didn't found it. My life now I feel very lonely, lifeless, full of sadness and too many fake in my life. Why? I've been hurting before. Until now I feel its too hurt. I have crush on someone but I don't feel the love. Where's my love go? After being hurting, Im just too lazy to love someone even he try to take my heart. Im afraid that I'll lose someone who I love. Yeah, Im very afraid about it. So, being single is the best way for me.

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The blog started May 2009. I made it as my online diary. Not a private, but a public diary. All inside my heart I wrote on it. I want to share to everyone and give you opinion about my entry. Sorry for broken english.

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The Past.

I'd my first love on 13 April of 2012 and I lose it on 22 August of 2013. Its to hurt to remember it but I try my best to put it here. We'd love and need each other every time. On night weekend, we always on the phone until morning. Even sleepy, but I still want to hear his voice. But, I don't know what happen to us. We always fight and sometimes I felt want to give up. But I chose to stay. And one day, on 7 June 2013, he called me and crying. He said I love you but I gave him another chance. About one month later, I knew he had another relationship behind me. Eventhough we had a relationship, but he didn't tell to anyone. And at the end, I leave him eventhough he said that he love me. Arghh, I don't believe him anymore. He had a new one but he still don't want to let me go. Im not a doll. Again, Im not. I want someone who know what I feel. I never show my love to everyone but I hope you can feel it. If one day he'll lose someone he loved, I'll smile on it. Why? Because he'll feel the same that I felt before.

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