Heart break
When we lose in the game of love,
it felt like we lose our heart.
Its too hurt.
And I'm afraid too fall in love again...
it felt like we lose our heart.
Its too hurt.
And I'm afraid too fall in love again...
idop yg mmbosankn !
Tuesday, February 22, 2011 // 11:26 AM - 4 comment(s)
smlm idop aq mmg mmbosankn bai..
sket pale... mse dtg skul ta de sket pale derh..
lps dtg skul pale aq brdenyut2 bai !
menyampah tol aq !
smpai at kls tgn aq sejuk..
pale aq brtmbah brdenyut2..
pipi n dahi aq da panas...
tgn aq brpeloh2 mcm owg gler.. *eh?
haha.. tu larh aq...
mse na g blik jahitan(kh) pla denyut2 agy..
aq nmpk dndg then aq hantuk at dinding tuh..
tererkn??
sket gak arh pale aq mse aq hantuk pale tuh...
spe sowh wt an? -.-
mmg sah3 aq gler doeh..
kt dlm blek kh tuh aq gler2 sejuk doe..
cm kt dlm freezer.. *nseb baek ta beku...
kah3...
mse kt dlm makmal science pla..
bez gak arh.. aq maen air..
abz meja kteorg basa..
na tau spe maen??
jeng3.. aq,hasina n azim..
kteorg cm owg gler doe maen air tuh..
nget2.. n ktue kmpln kteorg iaitu syazwani bknnyer na tlg pon..
dyer g kmpln laen..
piqah,hasina,aq n azim jerp wt kje... *pdhl maen aer..
hahahhaha *weng -.-
lps blek dry bilik kh kteorg gy arh at kls..
then cegu darus cm mara2 kteorg..
coz lmbt msok kls n dyer ta dpt na aja kteorg...
cyan aq tgok cegu darus doeh...
huhuhu...then dyeorg smue gy smbahyang n aq,lina,pu3 n sape2 gy..
wt kje2 amal.. *eh??
bkn kje amal tpy wt sumthing tok hias kls..
kteorg wt kt meja blkg iaitu meja uzzir,nash n azim..
brsepah meja dyerorg..
hhahahaha.. tyme uzzir n d geng da smpai kteorg nampal2 tape pla at ketas tuh..
uzzir nmpk tape uh dyer gunting n dyer sowh lex at pipi dyer..
n aq pown lex arh at pipi dyer...
n dyer tulis kick me at 1 ketas then lex tape at blkg ketas tuh..
n dyer gy at daniel latip n dyer pon lex at blkg daniel...
trglk2 kteorg....
mse na gy prhimpunan pla dyer ckp sumthing nan aq..
n then lps dyer abz ckp aq..
aq gy at pu3 n anaa..
jaat ta jaat c pu3 tuh..
dyer ckp aq dating nan uzzir..
ngeks tol !
haha.. kteorg bknnyer adew ppe pon..
kteorg juz kwn jerp..
KWN BIASE jer !
ta lebeyh dry tuh..
n pu3 ckp dyer mkin lme ske kcau aq...
yg tuh mmg arh btol..
tpy hakikatnyer kteorg mmg ta dew ppe..
n kteorg bknnyer rapat pon... wee~
pu3 ckp aq n dyer rapat sgt2..
huh ! ta de mkne derh...
k la smpai dcnie jerp aq mmbebel kli nieyh...
good bubye !!
p/s to cik puteri: KTER N UZZIR MMG TA DEW PPE.. JUZ KWN BIASE JERP K..
I hate my past but I want back my past...
When we being love with someone that we want, it feel like this world is yours. But when we lose on it, we lose the world, heart and everything.Its just like me. Im tired to being hurt. Im not a doll. I've a feeling eventhough I never show it. I only show my love in front of you. Not in front of our friend. You never understand me. You want me understand you and show my love for you. Im sorry, Im not type of that girl. Im a shy girl who want show her love in front her beloved one. Im glad that I'd love you and I'd have you before. I hope you'll never come back in my life.Im a sixteen years old girl who want a happiness and someone who can love me perfectly. But I didn't found it. My life now I feel very lonely, lifeless, full of sadness and too many fake in my life. Why? I've been hurting before. Until now I feel its too hurt. I have crush on someone but I don't feel the love. Where's my love go? After being hurting, Im just too lazy to love someone even he try to take my heart. Im afraid that I'll lose someone who I love. Yeah, Im very afraid about it. So, being single is the best way for me.
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The Past.
I'd my first love on 13 April of 2012 and I lose it on 22 August of 2013. Its to hurt to remember it but I try my best to put it here. We'd love and need each other every time. On night weekend, we always on the phone until morning. Even sleepy, but I still want to hear his voice. But, I don't know what happen to us. We always fight and sometimes I felt want to give up. But I chose to stay. And one day, on 7 June 2013, he called me and crying. He said I love you but I gave him another chance. About one month later, I knew he had another relationship behind me. Eventhough we had a relationship, but he didn't tell to anyone. And at the end, I leave him eventhough he said that he love me. Arghh, I don't believe him anymore. He had a new one but he still don't want to let me go. Im not a doll. Again, Im not. I want someone who know what I feel. I never show my love to everyone but I hope you can feel it. If one day he'll lose someone he loved, I'll smile on it. Why? Because he'll feel the same that I felt before.
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The living memories // 2012
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