Heart break

Hari Khamis , bertarikh 20 10 2011 , bertempat di SMKTTJ , jam 8.30 - 1.00 . 

seramai 30 orang peserta form 3 dan 9 orang krew lensa terlibat dalam kursus Sehari Sebagai Juru Foto . 9 orang krew lensa tu bukan jadi peserta , tapi jadi fasilitator termasuk EP . 9 krew lensa tu ialah Adilah , Amiera , Syazni , Puteri , Hanaa , EP , Farhanis , Faten , Hidana .  masing-masing cuak je nak mengajar budak-budak form 3 . ape tak nye , kang tersilap ajar dapat malu .. then , peserta-peserta nie di agihkan 2-4 orang dalam 9 kumpulan .

Fuhh ~ nasib baiklah EP dapat 4 orang anak buah . nasib baik bukan lebih . dan dieorang semua sporting habis ^_^ . mereka terdiri daripada Fatin Natassha , Fadhlin Sakina , Faziela , Wan Razif . haha , mule-mule dapat 3 orang je anak buah , then cikgu lensa kiteorang , Cikgu Sabariah masukkan Razif dalam kumpulan EP . adoii . memang EP tak nak lah Razif masuk kumpulan EP . tapi nak buat macam mane . kumpulan EP dah pakai kamera compact and Razif pon pakai kamera compact , so cikgu masukkan lah die dalam kumpulan EP -_-

Okay , tutup cerita pasal Razif -_-

mase mule-mule nak ajar , EP diam . dalam 10 minit lepas tu , EP terangkan pasal ISO , Exposure , White Balance , Cara-cara Nak Buat Gambar Bokeh dan Potrait . lepas EP ajar dieorang pasal semua bende yang EP senaraikan tu , EP suruh dieorang semue jalan-jalan dalam bilik geografi tu untuk test dieorang punye kepakaran . nak tengok dieorang paham ke tak ape yang EP ajar . then , budak compact dari kumpulan lain datang kat EP die tanya itu ini . ohh , lupe . cikgu Sabariah yang pergi cakap EP ni PRO dalam kamera compact . actually , tak Pro sangat pon . sikit-sikit boleh lahh :) . dan , EP pon terang kan lah itu ini .. lepas dah bagi dieorang kebebasan jalan-jalan dalam bilik geografi tu , kumpulan lain pulak yang ikot macam kumpulan EP suruh dieorang jalan-jalan semue . ehh , sibuk je nak tiru . HAHA !

dalam pukul 10 pagi , cikgu bagi satu tema ni untuk dipertandingkan . tema die "Kehijauan Flora Di SMKTTJ" . lepas cikgu bagi tema , kiteorang semue turun rehat . krew lensa dapat Nasi Lemak + Donat + RM4 sorang ^_^ . ramai jeles . bersabar je lah :) . dalam 10 - 15 minit EP dok lepak dekat kantin , EP bawak anak-anak buah EP pegi shoot gambar ikot tema . EP lepaskan dieorang pergi mane je . tapi dalam berkumpulan dan EP pon ikot dieorang dari belakang . hampir satu sekolah tu jugak kumpulan EP tu merayap  . yang penting dieorang tak pergi merayap tanpa kebenaran EP . kenape kene minta kebenaran EP ? sebab EP Fasi (Fasilitator) dieorang lah . kalau dieorang hilang satu hal pulak nak cari dieorang -_- lepas tu , EP nampak salah sorang anak buah EP nie asyik minum air orang je ==" . then , EP kesian kan die EP pon pergi lah belikan air . die dah tak de duit woo .. HAHA ! EP siap check lagi die punye beg duit die mase die nak tukar baju . bile EP bukak . PERHH ! kosong =_= .

sebelum pukul 12 , kumpulan EP naik kat bilik geografi balik sebab hampir due jam photoshoot dekat luar kan . HOHO ! dah masuk bilik geografi , cikgu suruh dieorang pilih 2 gambar yang nampak cantik + jelas . cikgu suruh dieorang pilih , tapi anak buah EP suruh EP yang pilih . rambang mata nak pilih mane ^_^ . semue lawa-lawa . kalah EP tau .. HAHA . korang nak tengok ke gambar hasil anak-anak buah EP nie ? ohh , tak pe lahh . kalau rase nak mengundi tu , add lah cikgu Sabariah . then pergi album "Sehari Sebagai Juru Foto" . HOHO . ikot suke hati korang lah nak like mane satu . korang rase gambar tu lawa , like je . jangan segan xD

nak tau hadiah untuk pemenang tak ?

Tempat Ketiga : RM 15
Tempat Kedua : RM 20
Tempat Pertama : RM 25
Hadiah untuk Fasi terbaik : Misterii ~ *cikgu yang cakap macam tu -_-

cikgu cakap , siape anak buah die yang menang . nanti Fasi dia dapat nama . wooo ~ tak sabar nak tunggu 31 oktober untuk diumumkan pemenang die . YEY ! *EP pulak yang excited =,="

p/s : ade sorang budak ni ajak EP webcam . ok . EP malu -_-

When we being love with someone that we want, it feel like this world is yours. But when we lose on it, we lose the world, heart and everything.Its just like me. Im tired to being hurt. Im not a doll. I've a feeling eventhough I never show it. I only show my love in front of you. Not in front of our friend. You never understand me. You want me understand you and show my love for you. Im sorry, Im not type of that girl. Im a shy girl who want show her love in front her beloved one. Im glad that I'd love you and I'd have you before. I hope you'll never come back in my life.

Im a sixteen years old girl who want a happiness and someone who can love me perfectly. But I didn't found it. My life now I feel very lonely, lifeless, full of sadness and too many fake in my life. Why? I've been hurting before. Until now I feel its too hurt. I have crush on someone but I don't feel the love. Where's my love go? After being hurting, Im just too lazy to love someone even he try to take my heart. Im afraid that I'll lose someone who I love. Yeah, Im very afraid about it. So, being single is the best way for me.

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I'd my first love on 13 April of 2012 and I lose it on 22 August of 2013. Its to hurt to remember it but I try my best to put it here. We'd love and need each other every time. On night weekend, we always on the phone until morning. Even sleepy, but I still want to hear his voice. But, I don't know what happen to us. We always fight and sometimes I felt want to give up. But I chose to stay. And one day, on 7 June 2013, he called me and crying. He said I love you but I gave him another chance. About one month later, I knew he had another relationship behind me. Eventhough we had a relationship, but he didn't tell to anyone. And at the end, I leave him eventhough he said that he love me. Arghh, I don't believe him anymore. He had a new one but he still don't want to let me go. Im not a doll. Again, Im not. I want someone who know what I feel. I never show my love to everyone but I hope you can feel it. If one day he'll lose someone he loved, I'll smile on it. Why? Because he'll feel the same that I felt before.

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