Heart break
When we lose in the game of love,
it felt like we lose our heart.
Its too hurt.
And I'm afraid too fall in love again...
it felt like we lose our heart.
Its too hurt.
And I'm afraid too fall in love again...
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Monday, January 2, 2012 // 2:58 PM - 0 comment(s)
Untk pertama kalinya EP nak try update guna blogger-roid. Nampak tersangat pelik kot. Selalunya menaip. Kali ni main tekan -2 je. Bila bukak application ni, automatik galaxy tab ni kena taip menegak. Bukannya macam selalu, taip melintang. Rasa macam lain je pakai mende ni. First time lah katekan. Excited excited xD
4/1/2012 :Hari rabu ni dah start sekolah. Rasa malas je nak pergi sekolah. Tahun lepas EP sekolah petang. Tahun ni, kena tukar pagi sebab kelas krk perlukan tempat yang aman umtuk belajar dan jadi lebih pandai *bak kata cikgu2 dekat sekolah tu. Tak dapat nak bangun lambat macam sebelumnya ni *sebelum ni bangun awal jugak. Kena set balik waktu tido dalam kepala otak ni. Jangan tido pukul 2,3,4 pagi lagi. Kang tertido terus dalam kelas. Tak pasal -2 kena marah kang. Nampaknya tahun depan kena balik jalan kaki. Tak pe, tak kisah pon. Rumah 3 kilometer je *kot. Mak EP nak ambik bas, lepas tu EP cakap dekat mak EP yang bas mungkin penuh punya dengan budak sekolah rendahnya lagi. Sebab tu EP ambik keputusan jalan kaki. Ikot shortcut lorong2 yang pendek, konfem cepat sampai punya. Mwehehe. Actually, EP tak suka sekolah pagi sebab ada senior. Takut kot dengan senior. Takut kena buli -,-'' .
Terasa nak menangis pulak bile sebut pasal sekolah pagi ni -,-
p/s : tak nak sekolah boleh? :'(
4/1/2012 :Hari rabu ni dah start sekolah. Rasa malas je nak pergi sekolah. Tahun lepas EP sekolah petang. Tahun ni, kena tukar pagi sebab kelas krk perlukan tempat yang aman umtuk belajar dan jadi lebih pandai *bak kata cikgu2 dekat sekolah tu. Tak dapat nak bangun lambat macam sebelumnya ni *sebelum ni bangun awal jugak. Kena set balik waktu tido dalam kepala otak ni. Jangan tido pukul 2,3,4 pagi lagi. Kang tertido terus dalam kelas. Tak pasal -2 kena marah kang. Nampaknya tahun depan kena balik jalan kaki. Tak pe, tak kisah pon. Rumah 3 kilometer je *kot. Mak EP nak ambik bas, lepas tu EP cakap dekat mak EP yang bas mungkin penuh punya dengan budak sekolah rendahnya lagi. Sebab tu EP ambik keputusan jalan kaki. Ikot shortcut lorong2 yang pendek, konfem cepat sampai punya. Mwehehe. Actually, EP tak suka sekolah pagi sebab ada senior. Takut kot dengan senior. Takut kena buli -,-'' .
Terasa nak menangis pulak bile sebut pasal sekolah pagi ni -,-
p/s : tak nak sekolah boleh? :'(
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I hate my past but I want back my past...
When we being love with someone that we want, it feel like this world is yours. But when we lose on it, we lose the world, heart and everything.Its just like me. Im tired to being hurt. Im not a doll. I've a feeling eventhough I never show it. I only show my love in front of you. Not in front of our friend. You never understand me. You want me understand you and show my love for you. Im sorry, Im not type of that girl. Im a shy girl who want show her love in front her beloved one. Im glad that I'd love you and I'd have you before. I hope you'll never come back in my life.Im a sixteen years old girl who want a happiness and someone who can love me perfectly. But I didn't found it. My life now I feel very lonely, lifeless, full of sadness and too many fake in my life. Why? I've been hurting before. Until now I feel its too hurt. I have crush on someone but I don't feel the love. Where's my love go? After being hurting, Im just too lazy to love someone even he try to take my heart. Im afraid that I'll lose someone who I love. Yeah, Im very afraid about it. So, being single is the best way for me.
The beginning of the book
The blog started May 2009. I made it as my online diary. Not a private, but a public diary. All inside my heart I wrote on it. I want to share to everyone and give you opinion about my entry. Sorry for broken english.
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The Past.
I'd my first love on 13 April of 2012 and I lose it on 22 August of 2013. Its to hurt to remember it but I try my best to put it here. We'd love and need each other every time. On night weekend, we always on the phone until morning. Even sleepy, but I still want to hear his voice. But, I don't know what happen to us. We always fight and sometimes I felt want to give up. But I chose to stay. And one day, on 7 June 2013, he called me and crying. He said I love you but I gave him another chance. About one month later, I knew he had another relationship behind me. Eventhough we had a relationship, but he didn't tell to anyone. And at the end, I leave him eventhough he said that he love me. Arghh, I don't believe him anymore. He had a new one but he still don't want to let me go. Im not a doll. Again, Im not. I want someone who know what I feel. I never show my love to everyone but I hope you can feel it. If one day he'll lose someone he loved, I'll smile on it. Why? Because he'll feel the same that I felt before.
The album maker
The living memories // 2012
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With lots of help from : Letterwerk | The Fading Night | Touch The Velvet Sky | fivepointsapart | Tympanus | COLOURlovers | Un beau jour | mf2fm | atmospherica