Heart break

sorry because i didn't post a new story . i'm kinda busy , huh ! ni pon curik -2 online :3 

It's a new month today . the time goes very fast *ape EP mencarut ? T.T* . dan , sekarang dah masuk bulan Februari . terasa bahang sengsara belajar time form 2 ni . kebanyakannya , nota kena buat sendiri . yang paling sedih nye tu , GEOGRAFI .. kena buat nota dari bab 1 sampai bab 16 . mau patah jari EP buat benda tu . buat nota SCIENCE yang ada 5 topik tu pun dah penat , ni kan pulak nota sampai 16 bab . Terseksa masuk KRK -.-

This Saturday , we have an event . Mak bapak kena datang sekolah . it's COMPULSORY you know . ohh ya . tadi EP nampak banyak buku latihan baru keluar daripada van . yaa , hari sabtu ni budak KRK akan dapat buku yang superb banyak tu dan ia akan membebankan kiteorang . homework jangan cakap . beribu kot . kalau tak siap nota je .. ' SAP ! ' . rotan singgah dekat tapak tangan . nasib baik EP tak pernah kena lagi ^.^

Okay , now pasal kawad pulak . sangat sangat sangat lah penat tau . yeah , pertandingan 7/3 . nampak lambat lagi kan ? No ! It's very serious . kiteorang kena berlatih betul -2 . kalau tak , nanti kena stayback lepas tu balik lambat and blablabla . malas nak dengar senior membebel . EP dengan akak form 4 ape lagi , mengumpat je aa kan . Of course aa tak puas hati . ketua platun kiteorang tu , dah lah tak ngajar kiteorang . lepas tu nak marahkan kiteorang sebab tak tau basic kawad . budak form 1 tahun lepas ramai lah yang tau . budak form 3 tahun lepas , ade dieorang tau ? termasuk lah ketua platun kiteorang tu . menggelabah sangat nak marah -2 kiteorang . basic kawad pon tak tau , tetibe je nak marah -2 orang . * puii sikit *. dan , tadi die tak ajar sebab akak form 5 yang ajar . senior form 5 tu suruh lah dia tu join kawad . dia dengan selamba badak nya pergi tukar baju bagai untuk latihan bola jaring . kata puteri islam , jaga aa aurat . ni tak , pakai baju macam tak de lengan dah . sakit mata tau ?

sorry sebab mengutuk orang sesedap hati je . EP bukan apa , sakit hati dengan perangai die . die kononnya berkuasa lah sebab terpilih jadi ketua platun . tu pon sebab suara kuat aa . kalau EP punya suara okay hari tu , konfirm EP akan dapat . Puihh , bajet je lebih !

p/s : hati EP membara dengan ketua platun tu . nak garang tak tentu pasal . GODAI lah !

When we being love with someone that we want, it feel like this world is yours. But when we lose on it, we lose the world, heart and everything.Its just like me. Im tired to being hurt. Im not a doll. I've a feeling eventhough I never show it. I only show my love in front of you. Not in front of our friend. You never understand me. You want me understand you and show my love for you. Im sorry, Im not type of that girl. Im a shy girl who want show her love in front her beloved one. Im glad that I'd love you and I'd have you before. I hope you'll never come back in my life.

Im a sixteen years old girl who want a happiness and someone who can love me perfectly. But I didn't found it. My life now I feel very lonely, lifeless, full of sadness and too many fake in my life. Why? I've been hurting before. Until now I feel its too hurt. I have crush on someone but I don't feel the love. Where's my love go? After being hurting, Im just too lazy to love someone even he try to take my heart. Im afraid that I'll lose someone who I love. Yeah, Im very afraid about it. So, being single is the best way for me.

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The blog started May 2009. I made it as my online diary. Not a private, but a public diary. All inside my heart I wrote on it. I want to share to everyone and give you opinion about my entry. Sorry for broken english.

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I'd my first love on 13 April of 2012 and I lose it on 22 August of 2013. Its to hurt to remember it but I try my best to put it here. We'd love and need each other every time. On night weekend, we always on the phone until morning. Even sleepy, but I still want to hear his voice. But, I don't know what happen to us. We always fight and sometimes I felt want to give up. But I chose to stay. And one day, on 7 June 2013, he called me and crying. He said I love you but I gave him another chance. About one month later, I knew he had another relationship behind me. Eventhough we had a relationship, but he didn't tell to anyone. And at the end, I leave him eventhough he said that he love me. Arghh, I don't believe him anymore. He had a new one but he still don't want to let me go. Im not a doll. Again, Im not. I want someone who know what I feel. I never show my love to everyone but I hope you can feel it. If one day he'll lose someone he loved, I'll smile on it. Why? Because he'll feel the same that I felt before.

The living memories // 2012
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