Heart break

Waktu-waktu cuti sekolah ni sangat lah membosankan bagi aku. Tapi bagi sesetengah orang mungkin best kot.Waktu-waktu macam ni lah aku selalu tak tidur malam. Bukan tak tidurlah, tidur. Tapi cuma lambat je. Apa yang aku buat? Aku tengok Running Man. Apa itu Running Man? Takkan lah tak tahu. Variety show yang paling popular dekat Korea Selatan dan juga negara-negara yang lain. Dan aku salah seorang peminat Lee Kwang Soo. Anda pun sama? Sep sikit! Tapi tu bukanlah aku nak cerita -.-
Malam tadi, aku tengok Running Man episod awal-awal dulu tu. Mampus lah aku gelak tengok sorang-sorang. Episod berapa pun aku tak ingat. Tapi guest dia Ye Jin. Nama penuh dia aku tak tahu. Haha. Macam biasa lah kan, kalau yang awal-awal dulu, team mana yang kalah kena denda kan? Yang paling best part kena denda lah. Dieorang kena makan Mi Udon. Tak tahu tu apa? Cari dekat google. Dieorang kena makan secara berpasangan. Dan masa tu ada 2 pasangan. Satu pasangan kena kongsi mi yang sama dan makan, lagi satu rakam gambar masa dieorang tengah makan. Pasangannya, Joong Ki dengan Ji Hyo, Jong Kook dengan Haha. Bawah ni ada gambar dieorang.


Aku memang tak dapat tahan gelak aku tengok Haha tercium mulut Jong Kook tu. Untuk makluman pembaca, Ji Hyo yang tolak kepala si Haha tu. Apa lagi, terkena lah mulut si Jong Kook tu. Jong Kook tu pulak macam terkejut je bila dah macam tu. Hahaha. Yang gambar Song Couple tu, aku rasa Joong Ki memang berniat nak terus makan mi tu, langsung kena tolak kepala dengan Ji Hyo tu. Ji Hyo tu harapkan je perempuan, tapi dia ganas okay. Haha.

p/s: Aku tak dapat tahan gelak sampai sekarang xD

When we being love with someone that we want, it feel like this world is yours. But when we lose on it, we lose the world, heart and everything.Its just like me. Im tired to being hurt. Im not a doll. I've a feeling eventhough I never show it. I only show my love in front of you. Not in front of our friend. You never understand me. You want me understand you and show my love for you. Im sorry, Im not type of that girl. Im a shy girl who want show her love in front her beloved one. Im glad that I'd love you and I'd have you before. I hope you'll never come back in my life.

Im a sixteen years old girl who want a happiness and someone who can love me perfectly. But I didn't found it. My life now I feel very lonely, lifeless, full of sadness and too many fake in my life. Why? I've been hurting before. Until now I feel its too hurt. I have crush on someone but I don't feel the love. Where's my love go? After being hurting, Im just too lazy to love someone even he try to take my heart. Im afraid that I'll lose someone who I love. Yeah, Im very afraid about it. So, being single is the best way for me.

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The blog started May 2009. I made it as my online diary. Not a private, but a public diary. All inside my heart I wrote on it. I want to share to everyone and give you opinion about my entry. Sorry for broken english.

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I'd my first love on 13 April of 2012 and I lose it on 22 August of 2013. Its to hurt to remember it but I try my best to put it here. We'd love and need each other every time. On night weekend, we always on the phone until morning. Even sleepy, but I still want to hear his voice. But, I don't know what happen to us. We always fight and sometimes I felt want to give up. But I chose to stay. And one day, on 7 June 2013, he called me and crying. He said I love you but I gave him another chance. About one month later, I knew he had another relationship behind me. Eventhough we had a relationship, but he didn't tell to anyone. And at the end, I leave him eventhough he said that he love me. Arghh, I don't believe him anymore. He had a new one but he still don't want to let me go. Im not a doll. Again, Im not. I want someone who know what I feel. I never show my love to everyone but I hope you can feel it. If one day he'll lose someone he loved, I'll smile on it. Why? Because he'll feel the same that I felt before.

The living memories // 2012
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