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When we lose in the game of love,
it felt like we lose our heart.
Its too hurt.
And I'm afraid too fall in love again...

10/12 ? Itu semua khabar angin.

Tuesday, December 3, 2013 // 4:38 PM - 0 comment(s)

Orang Malaysia zaman sekarang selalu sangat buat khabar angin yang entah betul ataupun tidak. Mereka selalu membuat khabar angin untuk menakutkan orang. Apa mereka fikir itu satu jenaka melihat orang yang membaca khabar berita itu gelisah, cuak, takut, sedih semua? Tak fikir ke? Aku sebagai seorang manusia yang sangat bencikan khabar angin ni, mestilah geram dengan penyebar tersebut. Salah satu contohnya, result PMR.

Aku, salah seorang pelajar yang menduduki peperiksaan tersebut dah tentulah aku menyampah dengar orang sebar khabar angin macam tu. Aku dah pening dah dengan khabar angin ni semua. Dua minggu lepas, heboh dekat laman sosial pasal Peperiksaan Sejarah kena ulang balik. Tarikh periksa tu 18/12. Mana? Kalau betul, dah lama masuk berita atau suratkhabar. Dan hari ni, orang sibuk heboh kata result Pmr keluar. Tengok gambar di bawah.

Kenapa gambar Kim Woo Bin ada dekat situ? Jangan di tanya. Gambar di atas tu lah hebohnya pasal khabar angin tersebut. Nasib baik dah senyap sikit sekarang. Kalau tak, pening aku baca nya. Ada yang kata khabar angin tersebut sumber daripada Berita Awani. Tadi aku tengok, tak de pun pasal khabar angin tu. Ada jugak syaitonirrajim yang kata padan muka sebab result keluar awal. Hahaha, padan muka ye? Kalau result keluar awal, lagi cepat lah kiteorang keluar daripada sekolah lama kiteorang yang menyeksakan tu. Siapa pelajar SMKTTJ je yang tahu. Apa-apa pun, aku malas dah nak dengar orang buat khabar angin. Buang masa, buang tenaga, buang air liur.

p/s: Barang sekolah dah beli belum? Aku baju sekolah pun belum cari lagi. Haha

I hate my past but I want back my past...

When we being love with someone that we want, it feel like this world is yours. But when we lose on it, we lose the world, heart and everything.Its just like me. Im tired to being hurt. Im not a doll. I've a feeling eventhough I never show it. I only show my love in front of you. Not in front of our friend. You never understand me. You want me understand you and show my love for you. Im sorry, Im not type of that girl. Im a shy girl who want show her love in front her beloved one. Im glad that I'd love you and I'd have you before. I hope you'll never come back in my life.

Im a sixteen years old girl who want a happiness and someone who can love me perfectly. But I didn't found it. My life now I feel very lonely, lifeless, full of sadness and too many fake in my life. Why? I've been hurting before. Until now I feel its too hurt. I have crush on someone but I don't feel the love. Where's my love go? After being hurting, Im just too lazy to love someone even he try to take my heart. Im afraid that I'll lose someone who I love. Yeah, Im very afraid about it. So, being single is the best way for me.

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The Past.

I'd my first love on 13 April of 2012 and I lose it on 22 August of 2013. Its to hurt to remember it but I try my best to put it here. We'd love and need each other every time. On night weekend, we always on the phone until morning. Even sleepy, but I still want to hear his voice. But, I don't know what happen to us. We always fight and sometimes I felt want to give up. But I chose to stay. And one day, on 7 June 2013, he called me and crying. He said I love you but I gave him another chance. About one month later, I knew he had another relationship behind me. Eventhough we had a relationship, but he didn't tell to anyone. And at the end, I leave him eventhough he said that he love me. Arghh, I don't believe him anymore. He had a new one but he still don't want to let me go. Im not a doll. Again, Im not. I want someone who know what I feel. I never show my love to everyone but I hope you can feel it. If one day he'll lose someone he loved, I'll smile on it. Why? Because he'll feel the same that I felt before.

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