Heart break

Places Number 6 : Italy


Places Number 5 : Rumah Abang Angkat Aku

Aku bukan nak menggatal atau apa okay. Aku cuma rindu dengan mamat keding tinggi lampai ni je. Rindu borak-borak, jadi annoying. Last jumpa masa bulan 7 hari tu. Weh, lamanya! Kau fikir aku sanggup tahan rindu tu?

Places Number 4 : Korea



Jangan ditanya kenapa aku pilih korea. Sebab tempat dia romantik okay. Tapi ada dekat satu tempat tu, memang khas untuk siapa yang berpasangan ni lah. Perhh, bercium tak kira masa. Tempat tu cantik memang cantik. Romantik habis. Tapi tu lah, cium sana sini. Hm. Lagi satu, nak dapat makanan halal sangat susah tau?

Places Number 3 : California


Tempat ni aku berkenan masa aku tengok cerita korea tu lah. Hm. Tempat tu menarik semacam je bagi aku. Lawa pun lawa. Menarik pun menarik. Kalau aku dapat naik kapal lalu bawah jambatan tu kan best. Yaww!

Places Number 2 : London


London. Aku nak naik London Eye sebenarnya. Dia sama je macam Ferris Wheel. Tapi dekat London punya lah. Tepi laut bagai. Kalau pergi waktu senja mesti dapat tengok matahari terbenam kan? Kalaulah kahwin nanti pergi honeymoon dapat pergi sana, oh so sweet!

Place Number 1 : Mekah


Ya, tempat yang diidamkan oleh semua orang. Tempat yang memakbulkan doa-doa kita dan mendekatkan diri kita dengan yang Maha Esa. Andai suatu hari nanti cukup duit aku untuk menampung keluarga, aku akan bawa mereka ke tempat ini untuk menunaikan ibadat Haji ataupun Umrah.

p/s: Siapa kau nak panggil aku sayang? -.-

When we being love with someone that we want, it feel like this world is yours. But when we lose on it, we lose the world, heart and everything.Its just like me. Im tired to being hurt. Im not a doll. I've a feeling eventhough I never show it. I only show my love in front of you. Not in front of our friend. You never understand me. You want me understand you and show my love for you. Im sorry, Im not type of that girl. Im a shy girl who want show her love in front her beloved one. Im glad that I'd love you and I'd have you before. I hope you'll never come back in my life.

Im a sixteen years old girl who want a happiness and someone who can love me perfectly. But I didn't found it. My life now I feel very lonely, lifeless, full of sadness and too many fake in my life. Why? I've been hurting before. Until now I feel its too hurt. I have crush on someone but I don't feel the love. Where's my love go? After being hurting, Im just too lazy to love someone even he try to take my heart. Im afraid that I'll lose someone who I love. Yeah, Im very afraid about it. So, being single is the best way for me.

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I'd my first love on 13 April of 2012 and I lose it on 22 August of 2013. Its to hurt to remember it but I try my best to put it here. We'd love and need each other every time. On night weekend, we always on the phone until morning. Even sleepy, but I still want to hear his voice. But, I don't know what happen to us. We always fight and sometimes I felt want to give up. But I chose to stay. And one day, on 7 June 2013, he called me and crying. He said I love you but I gave him another chance. About one month later, I knew he had another relationship behind me. Eventhough we had a relationship, but he didn't tell to anyone. And at the end, I leave him eventhough he said that he love me. Arghh, I don't believe him anymore. He had a new one but he still don't want to let me go. Im not a doll. Again, Im not. I want someone who know what I feel. I never show my love to everyone but I hope you can feel it. If one day he'll lose someone he loved, I'll smile on it. Why? Because he'll feel the same that I felt before.

The living memories // 2012
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