Hello blogger. Im kinda busy right now with my exam. I want to tell some news. I dont know is it a good or bad news. In confuse with it. But let me tell about it. He was broke up with her girlfriend. And I knew that news this morning. I very shock. Sometimes, I feel I wanna cry, sometimes I feel Im very happy and sometimes I feel like Im pity of him. And some of my friend said that he like me again. Hm me too. Haha. I cant forget him. Never. Eventhough my friend gave me some advice, but I still cant forget him. I always dream about him. Think about him. And I always make an entry about him. Yes. Its too many story about him in my blog. On my wechat also too many about him. I thought that Im still love him. Yes. I think so. Huh. What can I do. And, Im very sorry about your relationship. I didnt knew about it. I just knew it this morning. Sorry. Dude, I love you :')
' I miss someone who really love me ' - him
When we being love with someone that we want, it feel like this world is yours. But when we lose on it, we lose the world, heart and everything.Its just like me. Im tired to being hurt. Im not a doll. I've a feeling eventhough I never show it. I only show my love in front of you. Not in front of our friend. You never understand me. You want me understand you and show my love for you. Im sorry, Im not type of that girl. Im a shy girl who want show her love in front her beloved one. Im glad that I'd love you and I'd have you before. I hope you'll never come back in my life.Im a sixteen years old girl who want a happiness and someone who can love me perfectly. But I didn't found it. My life now I feel very lonely, lifeless, full of sadness and too many fake in my life. Why? I've been hurting before. Until now I feel its too hurt. I have crush on someone but I don't feel the love. Where's my love go? After being hurting, Im just too lazy to love someone even he try to take my heart. Im afraid that I'll lose someone who I love. Yeah, Im very afraid about it. So, being single is the best way for me.