Heart break

Hari ni hari ketiga akhir challenge ni. Nampak kejap kan? Mana taknye, aku sibuk dok join GA je kerjanya. Aku still on lagi challenge ni, tapi waktu mencemburui aku. Okay tipu. Mari sambung..

Films Number 3 : Vampire Sucks

Cerita ni sebenarnya parody untuk cerita Twillight. Even dia parody, cerita ni mampu buat aku gelak macam orang gila. Dan yang paling penting, pelakon dia kewl gila. Cair hati aku yang keras macam batu ni tau. Sesweet je aku tengok muka pelakon tu walaupun lawak dia tak menahan xD

Films Number 2 : Insidious

Aku ni dari kecik memang suka cerita hantu, tapi masalahnya aku ni takut hantu. Mungkin ada sesiapa pernah baca aku seru nama hantu dengan kawan aku kan? Mungkin tidak. Tekan lah older post banyak kali sampai jumpa. Hehe. Insidious, aku baru tengok part 1. Cerita dia sama dengan cerita The Conjuring tapi bagi aku Insidious ni lagi best sebenarnya. Hantu dia. Hm. Aku tengok cerita macam ni tengah-tengah malam dalam pukul 1-3 pagi macam tu, bila hantu tu menjerit, aku pun turut menjerit. Almaklumlah, aku tinggal seorang je dalam bilik, nak tidur boleh, tak tidur pun lagi bagus. Haha.

Film Number 1 : Chucky 

Cerita Chucky ni aku tengok masa aku kecik lagi. Masa umur aku 5 ke 6. Tak tahu lah. Yang penting aku kecik lagi masa tu. Maksu aku lah yang minat sangat tengok cerita ni dulu. Aku pun join lah tengok sekali walaupun aku tak faham apa yang orang tu cakap, aku tengok jugak. Chucky ni comel sebenarnya, tapi tu lah, pembunuh. Haha. Masa kecik dulu aku tengok sampai Chucky 2 je. Tahun ni baru aku habiskan Chucky 6. Lagi jahat kot Chucky tu. Tapi akhirnya dia mati. Oh yeah! Hm. Anak Chucky buruk gila uolls -.-

p/s: Tak lama lagi Hama Beads sampai dekat rumah aku. Boleh aku buat keychain. Oh yeah!

When we being love with someone that we want, it feel like this world is yours. But when we lose on it, we lose the world, heart and everything.Its just like me. Im tired to being hurt. Im not a doll. I've a feeling eventhough I never show it. I only show my love in front of you. Not in front of our friend. You never understand me. You want me understand you and show my love for you. Im sorry, Im not type of that girl. Im a shy girl who want show her love in front her beloved one. Im glad that I'd love you and I'd have you before. I hope you'll never come back in my life.

Im a sixteen years old girl who want a happiness and someone who can love me perfectly. But I didn't found it. My life now I feel very lonely, lifeless, full of sadness and too many fake in my life. Why? I've been hurting before. Until now I feel its too hurt. I have crush on someone but I don't feel the love. Where's my love go? After being hurting, Im just too lazy to love someone even he try to take my heart. Im afraid that I'll lose someone who I love. Yeah, Im very afraid about it. So, being single is the best way for me.

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I'd my first love on 13 April of 2012 and I lose it on 22 August of 2013. Its to hurt to remember it but I try my best to put it here. We'd love and need each other every time. On night weekend, we always on the phone until morning. Even sleepy, but I still want to hear his voice. But, I don't know what happen to us. We always fight and sometimes I felt want to give up. But I chose to stay. And one day, on 7 June 2013, he called me and crying. He said I love you but I gave him another chance. About one month later, I knew he had another relationship behind me. Eventhough we had a relationship, but he didn't tell to anyone. And at the end, I leave him eventhough he said that he love me. Arghh, I don't believe him anymore. He had a new one but he still don't want to let me go. Im not a doll. Again, Im not. I want someone who know what I feel. I never show my love to everyone but I hope you can feel it. If one day he'll lose someone he loved, I'll smile on it. Why? Because he'll feel the same that I felt before.

The living memories // 2012
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