Heart break

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When we lose in the game of love,
it felt like we lose our heart.
Its too hurt.
And I'm afraid too fall in love again...

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Monday, December 30, 2013 // 3:45 PM - 0 comment(s)

Sejak kebelakangan ni, aku selalu join GA dekat blog. Kalau sekali banyak aku join tu, maknanya hadiah semua best-best lah tu. Aku adalah join dalam 40 GA, tapi kebanyakkannya tak tamat lagi. Hari ni, esok dan akhir bulan satu baru tamat. Adalah dalam 15 GA yang dah umumkan pemenang dan aku menang 9 GA okay. Not bad. Antara hadiah yang aku menang :

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Itu je senarai hadiah yang aku menang. Aku tengah tunggu 6 barangan pos ni. Semua belum sampai lagi. Aku tak sabar okay. Esok mungkin aku sibuk pergi tengok GA aku sama ada menang atau tak. Kalau menang, Alhamdulillah. Kalau tak, masa cuti sekolah nanti aku cuba nasib lagi. Mungkin esok hari aku akan jarang update entri baru. Almaklumlah, aku dah nak naik Form 4 dah 2 hari lagi. Aku nak fokus. Kalau rindu aku, pergilah komen dekat mana-mana entri aku okay? Jangan kutuk aku pula :p

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I hate my past but I want back my past...

When we being love with someone that we want, it feel like this world is yours. But when we lose on it, we lose the world, heart and everything.Its just like me. Im tired to being hurt. Im not a doll. I've a feeling eventhough I never show it. I only show my love in front of you. Not in front of our friend. You never understand me. You want me understand you and show my love for you. Im sorry, Im not type of that girl. Im a shy girl who want show her love in front her beloved one. Im glad that I'd love you and I'd have you before. I hope you'll never come back in my life.

Im a sixteen years old girl who want a happiness and someone who can love me perfectly. But I didn't found it. My life now I feel very lonely, lifeless, full of sadness and too many fake in my life. Why? I've been hurting before. Until now I feel its too hurt. I have crush on someone but I don't feel the love. Where's my love go? After being hurting, Im just too lazy to love someone even he try to take my heart. Im afraid that I'll lose someone who I love. Yeah, Im very afraid about it. So, being single is the best way for me.

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The Past.

I'd my first love on 13 April of 2012 and I lose it on 22 August of 2013. Its to hurt to remember it but I try my best to put it here. We'd love and need each other every time. On night weekend, we always on the phone until morning. Even sleepy, but I still want to hear his voice. But, I don't know what happen to us. We always fight and sometimes I felt want to give up. But I chose to stay. And one day, on 7 June 2013, he called me and crying. He said I love you but I gave him another chance. About one month later, I knew he had another relationship behind me. Eventhough we had a relationship, but he didn't tell to anyone. And at the end, I leave him eventhough he said that he love me. Arghh, I don't believe him anymore. He had a new one but he still don't want to let me go. Im not a doll. Again, Im not. I want someone who know what I feel. I never show my love to everyone but I hope you can feel it. If one day he'll lose someone he loved, I'll smile on it. Why? Because he'll feel the same that I felt before.

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